REMINISCENCE

dread doctor visit

2010-01-06T23:33:00.002+08:00

When i was still schooling, I love being sick(not because of the suffering) but because I'm off from school. HAHA.
Now, i dread the doctor visit but I have to pay a visit to the doctor tomorrow by hook or by crook. If not, I think instead of being able to rest in peace I am really going to rest in peace thanks to the consistent cough that has been lasting for a week.

So, a doctor visit is definately needed before I pop by for OPEN HOUSE. :)

加油!(feat.MC HOTDOG)

2009-12-24T17:03:00.005+08:00

Lyrics(I can't find the english translation.):
最近你好吗少了一点微笑
说的话有点少
最近我也不好全世界都在逆转
人开始反向思考

发现你爱的人到处跑
昨晚刚升职今天被炒
莫名其妙谁会知道
是不是上天开的玩笑
地震时你想和谁拥抱
什么是生命中的美好
轻易放掉却不知道
幸福就在下一个转角

说一声加油一切更美好
所有的悲伤请往边靠
曾经流过的泪湿了伤口就让
阳光晒干而褪
这一种加油人人都需要
手牵手我们一起赛跑
说好不见不散每分每秒守候你到老

Rap:
Thebeatgoeson时间它一直走
就像是Lifegoeson这过程或许痛
不管顺流或逆流你总得抬起头
让我们一起走走过艰难和困惑

发现你爱的人到处跑
昨晚刚升职今天被炒
莫名其妙谁会知道
是不是上天开的玩笑
地震时你想和谁拥抱
什么是生命中的美好
轻易放掉却不知道
幸福就在下一个转角

说一声加油一切更美好
所有的悲伤请往边靠
曾经流过的泪湿了伤口就让
阳光晒干而褪
这一种加油人人都需要
手牵手我们一起赛跑
说好不见不散每分每秒守候你到老

关关是难关但我们关关过
雨后天晴的阳光在天空闪闪烁
出现了彩虹忽然间我们才懂
如果这是一场马拉松那我们一起加油

说一声加油一切更美好
所有的悲伤请往边靠
曾经流过的泪湿了伤口就让
阳光晒干而褪
这一种加油人人都需要
手牵手我们一起赛跑
说好不见不散每分每秒守候你到老

2009-12-12T21:41:00.003+08:00

when i thought things were back to the way it was,
i didn't know i was so wrong.

things changed right after that period.
we become distant.
we stopped communicating.
we stopped meeting up for shopping, baking sessions and all.

I blogged on this not to rant but to state a fact cause I'm sick of being alone.
I thought we were close friends but I guess we are not.
I thought you were someone I could rely on but I guess things changed.
I thought we would be like that I wrote on that note, but I doubt so now.

I do have to admit that I am jealous but I won't do anything now.
Maybe I am just thinking too much or what,
but I don't really want to end this friendship.

I probably should guess that the person should know who is she.
All I wish is that we were back to normal.

2009-12-12T01:20:00.001+08:00

goodbye, blogger.
goodbye, mr m.
goodbye.

2009-12-05T02:32:00.003+08:00

Moved partially.
Ain't going to tell my blog link.
Will post at this blog at times.

X'mas is arriving.
So is the wish list of things you wants.

Here are my wish list! WOOHOO(not)

1. Dr Martens, ring a bell anyone?
Never mind, can't blame those people who don't know fashion. (:

2.WMS HIGH CUTS; NIKE
Hot stuff ain't they. (((:

3. Cloud-Marbled Skinny Jean;F21

4. Bleach Frayed Skinny Jean; F21

5. Military Hooded Zip Jacket; F21

6. Denim Bellhop Jacket; F21

7.Painted Floral Slub Top; F21

8.Target Breast Cancer Limited Edition Tee; TOPSHOP

9.Striped Open Front LS Cardigan; F21

10. City Knit Leggings; f21

11.Aqua Cashmere Boyfriend Cardigan ;

12. BANC Headphone Hoodies

the list goes on,
but it's so late/early now.
i can't think of any.

ciaos.

xoxo;
x.

i'm sorry
i don't think we can be friends.

2009-11-30T01:19:00.002+08:00

I need a getaway from this place.
Sponsors anyone?

This is the first time I ever felt like being away from this place.
Staying in Singapore has become a daily thing that I dread.
The mundane lifestyle has become something I detest.
I really need to get a job and go overseas and relax.
A short getaway to nearby island or country is also possible.
I'll pester mummy to send me to at least KL or Taiping, at least I can RELAX.
((:

I'll just ask MOM. ((:

XOXO;
X.

maybe i should stay away.

2009-11-29T15:53:00.002+08:00

No inspirations, no post then. (:
don't want to post about my daily ritual, it's way too boring.

List to do:
1. Get a JOB
2. Get a JOB
3. Get a JOB
4. Find a group of people for Thailand TRIP
5. Retail Therapy
6. LOTS OF OUTINGS! (((:

Alright,
that's all i can think of. HAHA.

XOXO;
X

Maybe at time,
guys ain't that important.

2009-11-16T21:22:00.004+08:00

Hey,
I'm back!

I haven't gotten any rest since my paper ended.
My legs are still aching and it has been since last Wednesday.
I think i have lost some weight just by walking.
Walking the whole town from Far East Plaza to Orchard Central.
Then from Vivo to Bugis Junction to Bugis Street to Illuma.
Then Bugis Street again then to City Square Mall to Chyna's house for Class BBQ.
Then ESCAPADE whereby I was awake for the whole night! 21 hours of being awake without any shut eye.

Class BBQ was quite fun!
Some of us got slightly wet thanks to the pool and the rain.
The food were all edible and i loved the marshmallow.
The playground nearby was super fun.
And I guess our class bonded slightly?
Videos & pictures of Class BBQ is at my facebook, so people go check it out there.

Escapade was fun although I really got tired by the end of the morning.
I only know that I was lacking in sleep that day.
I slept real late and woke up real early.
Left home to shop for prom dress and gave up on accessories for the sake of getting a rest.
So, I am done for cause the next 2 days, I am ending late so i can't purchase any accessories! )):
I loved the gigs part and the DJ part during ESCAPADE!
Hot band players! HAHA. (((:
Only RuiPing and I know who! (((:
Well, it was pretty surprising that they brought us to VIVOCITY at 5 in the MORNING!
The day ended with me nearly missing my stop for sleeping a stop before my actual one.
Ended with me sleeping at 8am, only to wake up at 11, 2, 4 and finally 6pm!
Yeah, I slept for 10 whole hours and slept at 5am the next day!

I'm starting to lose my voice but am not too.
Resting my vocals if not i'm going to cry.
My group of friends know what happens when I'm losing my voice!

Red Camp is officially starting tomorrow.
I don't know whether am I scared or am I excited for it.
SM and RP know the reason.
I'm just really afraid of losing my own self.
HELP! )):
However on a good note is that nearly the whole group would be there for RED CAMP!
Group Bonding time cause we are really getting further apart from each other.
Although I'm pretty upset that we are going to miss the later half of day 3! DRATS )):

Alright, I shall end here and do my updates and search for my necklaces/earrings/bracelet!
Enjoy the MV i'm adding her.
It's by 2PM called HEARTBEAT!
I'm waiting for 7 members to perform!
HURRY BACK JAEBEOM! ((:

XOXO;
X.

Maybe knowing how to
love was never a
good thing for
humans.

2009-11-12T22:34:00.003+08:00

HEY!
I'm back with total freedom!
I need not continue to study but I feel weird not studying now.
Weird,yes i know, but it is true! (:

I have been going out since paper ended yesterday!
I have painted vivo, orchard and bugis RED!
HAHA.

This week and next week is going to be pack to the fullest!
Prom Shopping, Retail Therapy, Job Hunting, Red Camp-ing, Class Barbecuing!
SO many many fun events to do!
I can't wait!

I caught 2012 today!

Well, I rate it a 6 out of 5!
I don't want to be a spoil sport and speak about the story but i'll give you a summary.
The movie had some humor which made the packed theater filled with laughter for those moments. The movie did touched many hearts that I cried too, I dare to admit that. All the events that happened in the movie seems that there is the possibility that they may happen in 2012.
Actually, what i feel is that everyone is at fault for what is happening to the world now, isn't it?
I just don't want to talk so much about it.
But, i just want to give a random question.
Can everyone be so selfless? Is that even possible?
HOWEVER,
the only thing that irritated me throughout the whole movie is that guy beside me.
He kept talking and talking and laughing at scenes when it is not even funny.
I had to keep tsk-ing to show my irritation. HAHA. ((:

Prom shopping has been quite successful, i think?
Well, today was more productive than yesterday!
I watched the whole street of town yesterday from FAR EAST PLAZA to Orchard Central.
Today, I walked Vivocity, Bugis Junction, Bugis Street and Illuma! HAHA.
Tomorrow, we're having GROUP SHOPPING before CLASS BBQ at Chyna's house!
So many things to do but so little time I have.

Alright, I want to conclude here.
I'm getting tired.
Apart from tearing here and there for the movie, I only got near 5 hours of sleep.
I apparently rushed to watch 5 episode from my drama yesterday and slept at 5 near 6am.
Amazing? HAHA. ((:

Alright, NIGHT NIGHT!
ENJOY THE MUSIC BELOW!

XOXO;
X.

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell ‘em that we love ‘em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we’re dying
-Kris Allen, Live like we're dying-

2009-11-09T22:28:00.002+08:00

I am down with 1 more paper!
It's an hour MCQ science paper.
By 3.00PM on 111109, I'm TOTALLY FREE! (((:

F&N was surprisingly doable!
I'm really happy from the fact that i could actually answer them! ((:
Let just wish that my theory scores can pull up my grades to a B!

With the ending of O levels it only means the starting of working and fun!
Prom is next week and I got nothing ready!
I literally meant nothing.
I love prom so much that it is killing my life, sense my sarcasm.

Dresses are big headache for me cause the dress i want is like unable to be found in SG.
I seriously dislikes SG at times because the fashion update are like REALLY SLOWW.
I'm freaking out about my dresses, cause i don't really have time next week onwards.
I only have this week till the end of my Sunday!
I hate it when things are cramped together.

1 thing i really don't understand.
Being thin equals no need to exercise?
I really don't get it!
Really?

Pardon me la.
I'm irritated from the fact that i can't get anything done now cause people are being lazy or whatever reason is that i can't get any answer from them!
DRATS.

XOXO;
X.

2009-11-03T12:32:00.002+08:00

I'm done with majority of my papers!
3 more papers and i'm gaining TOTAL FREEDOM!

YES,
TOTAL FREEDOM!
I had been chanting that since last weekend!
My family got really irritated from those few words!

My total freedom starts on 11th November, 3.00PM!
HAHA.
Seriously anticipating it!

Then it will be JOB JOB, SHOPPING SHOPPING, FOOD FOOD, OVERSEAS OVERSEAS!
PROM PROM! MOVIES MOVIES!
I can' wait for those activities with my group of lovable GIRLS! <333

Papers for the past weeks and days have been fairly okay.
I just really hope to get into a JUNIOR COLLEGE but i doubt it is possible!
Anyway,
it's over for those papers and i can't do much about it.

I'm off to study for PHYSICS.

XOXO;
X.

don't anticipate cause i ain't going to do anything but stay away..

PHOTO SPAMMMM (((:

2009-10-23T23:05:00.004+08:00

I am just spazzing over these photos. Pardon me, it's for stress relief! (((:
ALL THE BEST FOR THOSE TAKING O levels NEXT WEEK, including me!
THE END IS SOON!! 3 more WEEKS of TORTURE to TOTAL FREEDOM!
Enjoy people! (((:

XOXO;
K.

The start and the end of the race
lies in your own hands.

P.S
Can you imagine if you i placed a normal guy and 1 of dbsk members to compare?!
See the DIFFERENCES!! It's like a gazillion times different!

2009-10-10T14:14:00.003+08:00

WARNING! THIS IS A REALLY LONG LONG LONG POST!

Yesterday was the official ending of my Secondary school life in St. Margaret’s.
It is everyone’s second departure from our educational institution.
A school which not only educates us in terms of morale and studies but also help us foster strong bonds and foster friendship with our schoolmates and classmates through class and CCAs.

Everyone, I meant my classmates, chose a path that is longer than any other students, a 5 years path. Maybe, it was a good choice maybe it wasn’t. However, if they didn’t choose the 5 years path, I guess we won’t even be classmates. Throughout these 5 years, everyone did have to overcome never-ending obstacles, never-ending homework, never ending tests, never ending studies and the list continue on.

5 years, from Secondary 1 to 5.

I guess, I will miss this year the MOST!
Sitting with those around me was the best.
I really miss those random chats, random stuff and random gossips.

Yesterday was a day that was truly memorable. Everyone really didn’t bear to part each other. Everyone really wanted to stay school for even longer. Initially, everyone was way excited to graduate school but yesterday, no one wanted to graduate.

Waking up to school, thinking that graduation is today wasn’t a good feeling. It’s like a habit for 5 years and now, it will be stop. I still remember how I hated waking up early in the morning when I slept late at night either on the computer or studying or completing a project/homework. I also remembered how I love to laze on my bed for another 5 minutes, how I woke up late and had to rush everything to be in school on time. The usual routine has become a norm for me. Waking up at 5.50am, heading to washup and shower, dressed up, tie my hair, make a cup of milo, use facebook using my itouch while drinking, leaving my house at 6.23am sharp and walk to the bus stop.

Being at the bus stop was something I hated too. Reason was because I only have 1 bus to school and that’s the 2nd earliest bus. I hated having to miss my bus or it coming late. Having to remember the usual few in the bus having the same thought as me about school. HAHA.

The trip to school was neither a long nor short one. Passing by the mundane environment, the usual stops and dropping off at the same stop was a different feeling for me. I took the chance to remember every unique part throughout the whole journey as each place had memories. The Queenstown Mrt stop which I dread a lot because of the large amount of students boarding the buses making it really crowded, the long traffic stop when we had to turn right and another traffic stop to reach femy’s house. The Queens market stop where most of the Hwa Chong and Nanyang Girls alight. And finally our school bus stop. The same path I had been walking for the past 5 years.

The same walkway I walked to get to our class regardless of what floor it was. Making my way to class this year, having to walk past the garden where our classmates spend time sitting there to talk or even to read. Entering class knowing that that would be the last day where our teachers would be teaching us as a whole. It has always been a routine to put down your bag and either complete homework that was due on that day or make our way to our friend’s seat and talk to them. That was what I did yesterday. Talking to the usual few friends like always. People started joining in and that was the fun. Normally in class, we do our work, start talking or just stone and listen to our music that is playing in our earpiece. I guess everyone made that an exception yesterday.

The usual music started playing at 7.10am. If you all want to know something interesting, our class always leaves only when the music is ¾ through the song. That’s why there is always this empty space when most of the school is already gathered.

The devotion made today which I did listen but don’t remember would be the thing I missed. Reason is because they actually do make sense. Everyone sang the national anthem and say the pledge today because it is our last one. It was really fun. The last time, our class would be called to return back to class.

The class did not leave for our separate way only till Chinese teacher came in. That means that was also my last free period. Spend it talking with Vithya and Samrdhi in the library. While Vithya was studying and Sam and me doing our gifts, there was this group of Secondary 1 which kept looking at us. I felt accomplished in doing what I wanted all along. HAHA. Social Studies marked the end of proper lessons. Mr Ang went through some questions from last year o level paper. OH SHOOT. Speaking of which, I forgot to ask him something! DRATS!! Never mind then.

Recess was the same. Our whole group got together and ate our last recess together. Went back together as a group and had lots of fun regardless the fact that our juniors were having their examinations. You can’t deny the fact that it was our last day together as a whole, obviously there would be noise.

Received my report book with the L1R4 of 17 and L1R5 of 24, it is still bad but as compared to mid years, I IMPROVED although I had a few subjects that dropped in marks. Got back CCA certificate and read through my SGC which Ms Ng wrote. So she had to leave early because she needed to get ready for the graduation service that was brought forward. So, our class spends that time taking photos, having fun and made noises till teachers had to come in and remind us to keep quite. Well, we still made noise after that because we had our classroom door closed.

Our class as expected was the last one to reach the chapel for service. HAHA. While talking picture, we got scolded by Ms Siti for not listening to her. It was quite ridiculous because our group wasn’t the one that made those noises. Try putting 9 classes together and imagine the noise level. Seriously what is wrong with the noise level?
Graduation was not that interesting because the singing our cancelled for what ever reason. Everything came to a close at 12plus? Photos of our school life and notes from our beloved teachers were projected on the screen. Mr Anthony’s note came not by a surprise but everyone was cheering when his note was shown on the screen. It showed how much we all miss him.

We had to go to the canteen for our tea service. Thank god we were not there when the other class were popping their sparking wine (can’t be considered that because there wasn’t alcohol in there), HAHA. They got reprimanded by Mrs Tay and Mrs Koh because they didn’t bear in mind about the cleaning part. During that time, our class was at the freaking hot parade ground taking class photos and jump shots with Ms Ng.
We had our sparking wine pop at the back of the canteen where there is a mini-carpark. Ms Ng had both of the sparking wine pop and there was a few ‘accidents’. Everyone was convincing Ms Ng to drink the wine. When she was drinking it, Cheryl went to push the bottle so it spilled onto her face and she was partially choking. HAHA. When she was trying to pop the second bottle, Farvin poured the first bottle on her. HAHA. She wanted revenge and asked everyone to stay put. We ran and she chased after us. It was really fun! Went back to the canteen to eat but apparently, all the good food was GONE!? Apparently I think I only ate like 1 chicken wing and 2 mini-cheese cakes! HAHA. Then we had non-stop photo takings with our teachers! (((: Love all my teachers! I’m so going to miss MDM YEO the most. I had the most fun in her lessons!

I really want to thank:
Ms Ng, my form teacher and physics teacher, who was always for us as a class.
Mr Anthony, my form tutor, ss and history teacher, who helped to bond our class.
Mdm Yeo, my maths teacher, who taught me lots of stuff and helped us in maths.
Mrs Pillai, my Chemistry teacher, who made me, had interest in Chemistry again.
Mr Ang, my current ss teacher, who had taught me the past 2 years and telling me what mistake I made to lose my A.
Mr Chew, my current history teacher, who helped me in my history questions and checked through my work telling me what I made mistake in.
Mrs Chua, my amaths teacher, who was always there whenever we have a problem in any amaths questions for the past 2 years.
Ms Yati, my f&n teacher, who helped us in our coursework and theory.
Ms Soh, my Chinese teacher, who always expected good grades in me and pushing me to score well for my Chinese paper.
Mr Koh, my English teacher, who didn’t make most of his lessons so boring which eventually I had interest in and apparently had them remembered.
Mrs Rao, my English teacher and form teacher of last year, who made every lesson really interesting.
Ms Kee, my f&n teacher, who really helped us a lot in coursework and theory. I really wish for great health to be bestowed onto you.
Ms Lim, my emaths teacher, who had taught me for 2 years to get me prepared for O levels.
Mrs Lim, my chemistry teacher, who taught me chemistry for the past 2 years.
Ms Kaur, Mr Lim and Ms Karen, my PE teacher for the past years.
Ms Susan Ng, my ss teacher, for the past 2 years who taught us really well and had the most interesting talks ever.
Mr Lim, my sec 3 amaths teacher, he was really kind and helpful whenever we had trouble.
Mrs Esther Tay, my sec 2&3 form teacher and history teacher, who helped us in our history and maintain cleanliness in our class.
Ms Jane Tan, my sec 1 form teacher, who always made English period so fun and her ‘nincompoop’
Mr Goh YM, my sec 1 emaths teacher, who made lessons so very interesting
Mrs R. Khoo, my sec 2 emaths teacher, who made lessons very interesting with the SWEETS!
The list continues on cause I can’t remember who was my teacher. PARDON ME!
5 YEARS IS REALLY LONG!!

Went back to class and continued on the photo-taking but that was when everyone started to break down. Having to see everyone slowly leaving the classroom made everyone upset. I cried too and I dared to own up. Sat the seat and started looking around made me break down. Every corner in the classroom had memories. Every single corner, every single seat. Knowing the fact that I would be back next week, I still cried because it would not longer be the same feeling anymore. Quite a few cried because of that. Really missed it now.

Left at 2plus to get ready for outing after that.

Met up with my groupies at Plaza Singapura. Actually I had to go this fashion first, since Anh didn’t like what she brought to change. Then met up with the rest and bumped into my group of guy friends. HAHA. Caught Fame and it was quite draggy somehow. Although the storyline is those typical storyline, it was quite motivated.
It isn’t about fame but your dreams. ((:

After that, we headed back to Plaza Singapura thinking that Dakky would take about 30 minutes to reach. We had to cotton on which would make someone turn on! HAHA. *Inside Joke*. Had a makeover for Stephaine! HAHAHA. Bought sunglasses with YVONNE! HAHAHA. OH. And we were like really late! Dakky got there and we were still in TOWN! HAHA. After makeover, we left and headed to Holland Village.

Swensens was really NOISY but we were noisy too. HAHA. Had lots of fun over there, talking about everything under the sun, and took non-stop pictures. Lots of things happened there but I don’t want to elaborate out. We wanted to go to Starbucks but dropped the idea since we were quite tired. HAHA.

The day ended with lots of fun, tears, sadness and a new beginning.
O levels is around the corner in 2 more weeks.
EVERYONE LET US COMPLETE THIS FINAL RACE! ((:

LOTS OF LOVES,
X.

2009-10-07T15:14:00.002+08:00

GRADUATION! )):
It’s just 2 more days.

credits to rightful owner of the picture (((:

Talking to Samridhi about graduation is slowly making me think.
Reminiscing my memories from what I did since Secondary 1 till now.

It made me think about how anxious I was to graduate but now when the graduation date is nearing, I don’t really want to graduate. Although I know I would be seeing my classmates 2 weeks later, but after my papers, it’s like there is something that I being removed and emptied from my whole 5 years. It’s pretty weird but I know.

Memories of my secondary school days may not be as vivid as before, but still I can remember some of them. Among my whole 5 years, I can only say that this year would be the year I would remember the most. This is because our class is really close and we are all mingling around.

I’ll miss a lot of things but it’s hard for me to list down now, since I have to make use of my time wisely now to study.

I’ll miss my group of friends a lot.
I’ll miss the 2 who are sitting behind me.
I’ll miss our endless crap with lots of people.
And shockingly, Samridhi and I have been classmates for 11 years.
We were in the same class in the same school from primary 1, 2, 5 and 6 while secondary classmates from sec 3 till now. It’s just how amazing how fast time passes! ((:

Alright, I need to go now.
Blog more after 11 November, which means FREEEEDOMMMMMM!!! (((:

XOXO;
X.

It’s not how good you are but how good you want to be.
-quoted from Yvonne-

2009-09-22T16:26:00.003+08:00

Well, all my papers are done and my practical is what I am left with.
Reporting to school at 7.30am only to be allowed to go at 2pm. This is called total ass.

Paper 1 for Amaths was shockingly do-able. Actually, it’s like all my prelim papers were not that hard till what WE have expected it to be.

Paper ended on that day and Yvonne and I camped at my house first before Anh finished her tuition. The bus trip to Holland Village was an irritating one. People bitching about others in the bus so loudly that I could even hear what they said and apparently one of them told her friend that I was eavesdropping. Excuse me Miss or whoever you are, it’s not like I have a switch for my ears right? Both of yours comments are way too loud that it is so inevitable that I would have heard them. So get a life la.

The choosing process for our cupcakes session was super fun! I literally kept nagging at Anh for she wanted to purchase many items that were not required. Headed to cold storage to purchase the things to realized that it was pouring so we cab-ed to Anh’s house.

When we were about to start, we then realized that we did not purchase BUTTER!!! HAHAHAHA. So Anh had to bike down to Great World City to buy the butter and eggs. The whole process of baking was super fun! We baked 3 batches so roughly about 50 cupcakes! HAHAHA. The icing process literally killed all of us. We gave up icing after icing about 20plus cupcakes. Headed home with the cupcakes.

Slacked my bum off the whole weekend only to procrastinate my studying time. I should just kill myself.

Hari Raya at Ril’s house was fun although I was pretty tired because of the insufficient sleep! I should seriously stop sleeping late! It was fun with the interactions and what’s more the food! OH!!! I also got to watch VIDEO MUSIC AWARD ON MTV! I sound like a cheapo but my parents didn’t buy MTV from Starhub. DRATS! I need to convince them to buy it after O levels! I was only excited about TAYLOR SWIFT award part. I know so WTH right?! HAHA.

Headed down to town with Est, Yvonne and Anh. So we decided to catch a movie that the 4 of us could watch, which was G-Force. Thanks ZHENGYU for the card if not, I think we could have died purchasing the tickets. G-Force is pretty alright and it was even funnier that we were making a din in the theatre! HAHA. OH! Yvonne and I renamed the 4 of us with SUPERSTARS name! HAHAHA.

evidence! HAHAHA.

So, I did have lots of fun over the span of 4 days. And is super thankful that there isn't school today! HAHAHA.
Practical tomorrow, need to revise then.

XOXO;
X.

Am i trying to open up the scar i closed for something?

2009-09-17T20:15:00.002+08:00

1 more paper and I can kiss prelims, goodbye!
time really pass fast and the week is ending soon.

Since prelims is ending soon,
here comes the real battle, the boss, O level!

I really need to buck up and get myself on track now.
I really need to force myself now.
So that means less usage of computer but it's impossible
so, i'll just cut down on the time usage then. (((:

I can't wait for tomorrow, monday and tuesday!!
Baking Session tomorrow with YVONNE and ANH, i'll snap pictures then. (((:
Farvin's house visit for Hari Raya. Esther is so excitied about it more than I do and everyone in the group know that! HAHAHA.
Shopping with MOMMY! She's on leave ((((:
and i'm free from school that day!
Practical on wednesday, apparently i'm reporting to school at 7.30, ending at 9.30 and only being able to leave at 2pm.
HOW SADDENING!
What's more, no electronic devicies are allowed = NO MUSIC FOR 4hours and 30 minutes!
Just pure studying. GOOD that i can study, BAD that i don't have music to study with.
SCHOOL IS A TORTURE. Joking..
and back to school for normal lessons on thursday.
How wonderful. ((((:

Okay, I shall get back to AMATHS PRACTICING!
BYEEEE! BAKINGGG SESSION!!!

XOXO;
X.

2009-09-12T15:46:00.001+08:00

Thanks everyone for the wishes and some for their presents! (((:

It’s time to recap what happened for the past 2 days.

On 10th September, it was dearest ANH’s birthday!
That is the day when she finally turned 19 from 18. HAHA (((:
I met up with her and Yvonne earlier to have a partial lunch and to slack at her house.
We had lots of fun and we were crowding at her living room watching, What a girl wants.
I did not managed to watch the ending cause had to help her pick a suitable clothing to wear for the bbq that she held.
Yvonne had to leave and so I followed her to the bus-stop since she had to leave for another bbq that is held by her cca. When I returned, the crowd was still only at the number of 3 but people slowly came after that.
Overall, the bbq was a success but it’s just that I didn’t eat a lot. HAHA.
Thanks Anh anyway, for the bbq and all. (((:

Yesterday, 11th September, it was mine.
That was the day I turned 17, unwillingly. HAHA.
Woke up dead tired since I was unable to sleep early the previous night.
Slacked around the house and got ready to meet up with the guys.
I was pretty dead at first because apart from the lack of sleep, I was very unwilling to age.
Met up and trained with both zheng yu, loh and kwa to bugis. HAHA.
They apparently have the same name la, just different surname.
Seoul garden at Bugis was way too packed and they decided to lunch at SAKAE but apparently, Qiyao who was queuing was apparently transparent to the waitress who kept walking around. Thus, we decided to bus to Taka for Seoul Garden. It was pretty empty so people, take note. If you want to have Seoul Garden, go to the one at Taka during a weekday.
The whole lunch at Seoul Garden really made my day. The constant laughter thanks to the table that consisted of a JC student, loh zheng yu, Poly student, Helmi and Art student, Qiyao. The 3 of them really made my day with their ridiculous, lame and funny actions. Self-made Pepper Lunch that in the end char a lot, fried ice cream, the char food throwing to Helmi’s plate, the litter bin soup, pushing the food all to Zhengyu, pushing the blame for who took the rice is supposed to finished it, the soup incident and more if im not wrong. This really shocked me because we had our lunch for 2 hours and these funny things happened. HAHA.
Started slacking around and walking around. Wanted to watch movie but Helmi also wanted to watch so we walked around before meeting up with him. Went shopping, but it wasn’t me who was shopping, it was DAUD. HAHA. He and Zhengyu loh had to go home and take things before meeting up again.
Caught Aliens in the Attic but missed about 10 minutes of the starting. I consumed 2/3 of a large popcorn because they didn’t want to pass the popcorn down. AMAZING RIGHT?! I started coughing thanks to POPCORN. HAHAA.
After the movie, walked around town for a little while then went home with starbucks in hand.
So they gave me a birthday surprise. HAHA. It was near midnight and they celebrated for me. THANKS (((: Apparently, I think because I reached there so much earlier they had to run here. All of them were sweating and all. The cake and the present was actually not needed, you all gave me a fantabulous day! ((: It was because of you guys I ended my day happily when I went out being dead and all. THANKS REALLY! THANKS (((:
I am really grateful for this group of friends who are always there. (((: So, I need not feel a pinch of regret for aging now. HAHA.

Thanks for everything everyone. (((:

p.s.
Can anyone help me in editing a near 30 minutes video that contains nothing but hilarious and ridiculous actions of everyone in Seoul garden?
I am really grateful for everyone especially the 5 guys, Kwa Zhengyu, Loh Zhengyu, Qiyao, Daud and Helmi. ((((:

XOXO;
X.

2009-09-10T00:13:00.000+08:00

I’m up to blog again.
I am up to my normal and boring life.
The craze for my Twilight saga has finally ended.
I finally completed reading Breaking Dawn and is really happy about the ending.
A happy ending for a book that consist characters that is of Vampires, Humans and Werewolves.
I am going to miss my usual routine of getting up to read a few chapters of the book and rushing to ending each book after returning home from anywhere, reading it till 4 in the morning.
So this is the first time and I’m breaking my own rules in owning books, I have decided to get the Twilight Saga books.
This is my first getting into a crazy state continuously reading storybooks non-stop. The twilight saga is like a drug, making me an addict. It’s so hard to stop myself from reading it. I literally had to force myself to stop reading yesterday when I was reaching the climax because it was nearing to 4am.
But now, ever since I completed reading, I feel weird and I mean weird. It’s like something part of my life is gone now. ))):

School is re-opening SOON and I literally mean soon. I really need to get my days to be productive and I meant it.
There are so many papers next week but I am thankful that it is going to end within a week. Just a week and a day torture before the real hell begin. So, Hari Raya Puasa is my final break before I head off to more than 3 months holiday and that’s where the fun begins.

Okay,
1 dedication
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANH!!!! (((:You are finally 19!!! Finally for you, I think when I reach that age I will flip and flop. I already can’t imagine myself being 17. Let’s not start talking about 19!
See yoooo tomorrow!! (((:

XOXO;
X.

p.s.
Busy for the next 2 days &
so not anticipating for my birthday, and it’s true.

2009-09-08T23:17:00.001+08:00

Quick update for now. I am now stuck on the last book, Breaking Dawn, and have to thank Zhengyu for helping me get these 2 books. ((: I am already more than halfway of it already, and the story is going to get a little more intense and so I doubt I will be able to sleep early today. HAHA.

These days have not been very productive to me. I am procrastinating in studying, darn me. Well, I do have to hit the books soon although I managed to do physics today with anh and on Monday too. HAHA. Studying tomorrow, with the 2 meaning people. HAHAHA.

Okay, my life is getting way boring and stale if I continue on with my reading frenzy. HAHA.

XOXO;
X.

p.s.
Freedom on Thursday and Friday. (((:
and blogger template is finally back to normal.
and oh i remember. I need to write my letter to send to LA for FEMY (((:

2009-09-06T03:47:00.001+08:00

The reason why I am up at 3am Singapore Timing and 12pm in LA is not because of insomnia which I suffered months back. The reason is due to twilight sequel: new moon. Yes, I apparently turned into a hardcore reader. It started when I started reading Lousie Bagshawe book, The Movie. Then it followed on when I went to watch Twilight and got me hooked onto Stephenie Meyer’s Twilight and now New Moon. I completed Twilight in less than 4 days, which I read during my Prelim week and now I just stared New Moon this morning and is about to complete reading. I am apparently left with 100 more pages to go till I complete reading New Moon. So, I’m near to the climax and shall not be a spoil sport by typing out what climax I am reaching to, HAHAHA. Since I am rushing to complete New Moon, it would only mean that I am going to sleep late or early today. HAHAHA. I need to get hold of eclipse sooonnnn!!! ((((: Yes, I am freaking excited to get my book from the National Library.

Let’s talk about yesterday, ignoring the fact that I had my AMaths Paper 2 yesterday. I agreed to Farvin’s plan on bowling although my initial plan was to head to Toa Payoh’s Library and borrow new moon and go home to sleep. HAHA. It shows my laziness but I had to sleep. Imagine me living on 25 hours of sleep for 4 days straight, been sleeping less than 5 hours since Prelims started. Sleeping near mid-night and waking up 1 hour before my normal routine. ))): It shows how pathetic my life is when examinations are in progress. ):
And because of that 25 hours of sleep I had been relying on for the week, I got total knocked out before 9pm yesterday. Believe it or not, my mentality totally lost to my physical. I took a nap for 30 minutes thinking that I would get on reading twilight. After I woke up from the nap, I walked to the living room and literally slept on the floor before making my way up to the sofa and totally SLEPT! I did noticed my mom’s actions of checking whether I was feeling well as that was like months or even years ago that I slept so early and her removing my glasses. However, the alarm clock in the living room woke me up at 6 in the morning. Carefully placing my mom’s blanket on her, I switched off that freaking alarm to make my way back to my room and went on sleeping. After that, I woke up at 10am still feeling tired and restless. Gave up on that thought and started reading twilight till around 12 plus where I completed reading and went on to New Moon. HAHAHA. Yes, now my life revolves around BOOKS. (((: Apart from that, IT WAS LIKE A DAY I DIDN’T TOUCH TEXTBOOKS! ((((: I am literally sick of touching textbooks but I can’t refrain from doing that.
Okay, I shall end this quickly so I can get on completing New Moon and pray that I get eclipse soon. Or I shall forget about the reservation and head to Bukit Merah Library to borrow it. HAHA. SEE I TOLD YOU, I AM HEAD OVER HEELS on STEPHENIE MEYER’S BOOK! ))):
Zhengyu said that he is unable to read these books because he can’t imagine vampires, werewolves and romance being in a book. HAHAHA, TYPICAL GUYSS!! (((:

Okay, I should end here to end my stupid conversation on my life.

XOXO;
X.

If you are a bookworm searching for romance and actions, stephenie meyer’s books are one of the author you should list in your list of authors. (((:

P.S
Blogger is still irritating me with it’s template.

2009-08-30T23:06:00.000+08:00

i am being lazy to blog since prelims are just in days.
apart from that,
the blogger post page is seriously irritating me and making me not to blog.
it's so ugly and i can't edit anything.

anyway,
teachers' day celebration is just tomorrow and i just have to bring snacks and die 2 hours there in school and off home to get my butt on my chair memorising all my SS notes while others are out there having fun.

i really need to at least get a low B for most of my prelims subjects so tata.

p.s.
who knew 1 month could pass so fast. my birthday is like approaching
and i'm craving for mac's pancakes. ))):

XOXO;
X.

2009-08-24T21:50:00.000+08:00

There is going to be both good and bad news.

I guess I shall start with the bad news first.
1. Prelims is approaching
2. I am aging soon
3. O level is also approaching
4. My Computer DIED, officially.
5. O level Oral is just tomorrow and i feel that I am going to lose my voice.
6. No more personal computer which means that no computer using on weekends unless my parents are really nice enough to lend me their laptop to use. ((:

Well, looking on the bright side.
1. With my computer dead, I can make use of my time wisely now
2. I can use my daddy's laptop still
3. More time can be use to prepare for O level
4. I can finally get down to read and complete borrowed books
5. The past days have been really productive with the endless practice of amaths questions

Isn't these like a series of fortunate and unfortunate events?
How ironic?! Without these things, I can't survive but they help me in another way?!
So, I am giving up on my computer already.
Can I just buy a new CPU?! I know my C Drive is in there but i think my C Drive has contracted VIRUSES?! )):
Forget it then, I will consider what will I do after my O's level examinations.

Well, wanted to do blog post on my friends and my whole secondary 5 life.
but since my computer died and all.
i guess i shall write down what i want to talk about and post it on my blog someday!
(((:
Alright, I am done with my "speech". HAHAHA.
till then.

XOXO;
K.

Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you
Is so addictive

2009-08-15T19:56:00.002+08:00

I know this post might cause a controversy but I just want to say out my thoughts.

Ever wonder why many people are divorcing?
1. Both do not love each other anymore
2. Either party have an affair
3. Purely sick of each other
4. No more commitment
Ever wonder why many people do not intend to marry?
1. They don’t trust each other
2. They are either gay or les
3. Commitment to them is a BIG thing
Ever wonder why many people do not have a happy ending?
1. Marriage isn’t a simple ting
2. Family Problems
3. Family Affairs

I personally gave thoughts about my future and concluded that I won’t get married. Reasons are because I don’t really trust guys and don’t think that they are able to commit to such a big and long term relationship. And there, I concluded my statement.
Well, I decided to post this because I have been set thinking, thinking about my future, career, life, friends and commitments.

Have you ever thought about what you expect from your own future? Well, actually I do but to my dearest mother she thinks that they are not realistic, how sad can that be? I actually plan to study event management in Singapore Polytechnic even though I really want to get in Ngee Ann Polytechnic, however my mom thinks that being in event management is not in such high demands in Singapore, to think about it, it is actually quite true. I want to be working as an event planner for weddings. Ironic, yes I know. I don’t want to get married yet I want to see people get married. Maybe seeing many couples marrying, I might decide to get married? HAHAHA.

Have you wondered how life would be like after you got married? A ‘oh-so-wonderful life’ or a ‘oh-my-god life’? I just want my own life, being single and all. I imagined mine already. Being single, working in a stable career, having a fun career, living in a 4-room with a nice interior design with a pet dog. HAHAHA. Very fabulous, isn’t it?

To tell you the truth, I don’t really now why I want to speak/post this blog post. Maybe I just want to share? How ridiculous can I get? Pardon me then.

Sometimes, I really do think about what I want to do about my future but why is it that I give people the impression that I don’t think about my future and is one who choose to live my life step by step? I don’t understand it at all, even my mother thinks that I decide my future a step by a step. People, I plan for my future but marriage can’t be a thing that is in my life.

This is such a random post. HAHA.
*I really want to thanks qiyao,shimin and zhengyu. Thank you to the three of you very much(((:

XOXO;
K.

you been there,
you were there,
now, all i need you here.

2009-08-14T22:50:00.001+08:00

never knew life could play such a big joke on me.
never would i know that, time would replay.
never would i know, one could have such a drastic change.
i never knew so much stuff till today,
i am serious.

2009-08-13T22:48:00.003+08:00

School has been such a drag lately.
Okay, most probably it is because of the extra hour and a half we have to stay back daily for common tests.
Common test are like mini revision for our 'O' level.
I must stay positive!
I LOVE STUDYINGGGG...
I LOVE TO MUGGG.
damn hypocrite.
haha.

I am starting to hate school yet again, not the fact about studying, but others.
Well, only some people knows what and how I am feeling now.
Isn't it better to have some listener?
I feel so much much better after ranting,
and sincerely apologize to them cause my rant is seriously ridiculous.

I just feel like ranting all my troubles on this blog,
but i shall not, since this is a PUBLIC blog. (((:

TGIF!!!
Another break is coming up,
and so is Prelim and O levels!
MAJOR MUGGING NOW!!
))):

P.s
Pardon this blog post.

XOXO;
K.

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over

2009-08-10T18:30:00.002+08:00

Note: The starting might be an interesting post but the emo part is going to come too.

National day celebration in school was the worst among the 5 years in my secondary school. Mass sing-a-long was held in the hot scorching parade ground and the songs were not even nice except for HOME!!!! School activity was so boring too. The event ‘Don’t forget the lyrcis’ was not fun to speak about. Heading out to quite a number of places that day but it ended at 6plus since Zhengyu and I was pretty tired and I was apparently lacking in sleep.

Initial idea of heading to the flea on Saturday was changed last minute since I didn’t want to find my way. We were apparently stonning at Clark Quay since it was a time I could get away from the hectic life which was really comfy with the natural wind blowing and the tourists around. The day ended with us, including helmi, studying in the library till the library closed. Then, since we didn’t want to continue studying, Zhengyu and I walked home from the library then. I don’t even want to speak about what happened that day. After he drank red bull, he got really so high. HAHA. Shaker fries, Prata and all the other funny jokes he was cracking which made Helmi and I laughed till we were the noise maker in the library after dinner.

National day itself was quite a day I really enjoyed with those peeps. (((:
Met up with Qiyao first at the queenstown since I was really lazy to walk to redhill and since Zhengyu met up with Daud at redhill. The 4 of us met up. Apparently those MIC came in when we were being nice letting others out, and I managed to get in while Qiyao and Daud weren’t. They were apparently meanie, lying that they were waiting for the next train. While waiting for them, daud came out and wanted to scare while Qiyao stole my bag and both got caught red-handed, HAHA. Bought tickets for UP, which is a show that I really recommend although I almost slept a few times since I didn’t have enough sleep again. Ate at MAC with Qiyao since the others went POOL-ing and although we didn’t have much chat at MAC, I really was entertained by him, HAHA. Played bowling like 2 hours later? I really bowled lousy, the score was apparently sucky. We gave watching the firework a miss since we were really pissed about not able to find a spot. And thus went to BUGIS, slacked at Illuma and had lots of fun and interesting thing happening there. Details shall not be spoke, (((: Some left from Bugis while Helmi, Daud, Zhengyu and I went to Tiong to have supper apparently only Helmi ate while we drank only and then home. Thanks for sending me home (((: and I hope Qiyao is feeling better since he was somehow down with flu again.

Things are turning out the wrong way, not to what I have expected things to be. I am really messed up with what is happening around and to me now. Now, I really have to give a time to think but time now is so limited. I don’t want to make others think I am fooling around with my life, my future and my school work. To speak the truth, friendship, school, life and family are problems. I don’t want to ruin any of this but I’m afraid I did, indirectly. Help… I really need someone who knows this to help.

XOXO;
K.

why is it that figuring what your heart is thinking,
harder than solving the world's most difficult maths problem?

2009-08-05T22:03:00.002+08:00

School has been really tiring for me. To think about it, actually it’s not school fault but mine. I have been sleeping past midnight for the past 2 days to think and think. School hours are long, lessons are somehow boring and the weather is killing my life. I still cannot believe that I actually slept during Chemistry test today while doing halfway and when I slept I actually dotted my paper. HAHAHA. School is really getting tiring because homework are piling up, more and more practice papers are given and never ending tests. I am having 4 tests next week for the whole 4 days because of common test week. So, before getting to the books I am so going to enjoy my National Day Break with the guys. =)))

Everything is so fast-paced now. School is passing somehow fast and we are reaching the end of the week soon. Prelims are less than a month, O levels are less than 3 months, my birthday is in less than 1 month and 2 weeks and I have not started officially. AHHHHHHH!!!! I am really upset that I can’t really have fun during my birthday. =((( but I guess I have to accept the fact.

Speaking about my birthday, turning seventeen soon. Don’t they say that the older you get the more mature you get? I doubt so. I am turning seventeen yet I don’t see myself getting more and more mature. Why is this so? I sometimes wonder it too. HAHA. Aish, I don’t want to talk about me turning seventeen, it is horrifying.

I actually thought of something to write for this paragraph, but I totally lost my idea. Why is this so? I don’t know. So, I will end here and really get on studying. Studying for tomorrow’s test, how saddening?

Xoxo;
K.

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart

2009-08-02T23:34:00.001+08:00

i lost my feeling to blog.
goodbye.

K.

The problem with love is, that you can love anyone you want.
But so can he.

2009-07-30T15:42:00.003+08:00

Anyone rent me a wheelchair?No, I didn't break my leg nor sprain my ankle.
I scrapped both of my knees and it is so hard for me to walk up and down the stairs, what more run!
What a thing to start my day, 2 injured and scrapped knees.
/edited.
I seldom swear and curse but this time I am.
The moment i remove my bandage, it hurts like getting minor injuries thousand of times. ))):
Well, what has happen has happen and is over already, I can’t do anything about it like my hair now. Yes, I kept complaining to Zhengyu about my hair and decided to forget about it. Hahs.

Tests and deadlines are dominating my brain now for today. I have 2 tests, history and chemistry on the same day and 1 coursework draft to hand in tomorrow. How amazing right? Thankfully I managed to study chemistry yesterday so all I have to do is do a re-cap and I am done with chemistry and also re-cap on my history start of cold war and remember parts of end of cold war. So the only thing that is killing me is my injured knees and coursework part b. I have to complete them within 1 hour and 30 minutes before heading to shower and the library to study. Why can’t 1 day have 30 hours? So many things to be done yet not having enough time.

Speaking of time, I think Mrs Chua said this yesterday. You all are students thus it is not expected for you to have 8 hours of sleep. We are neither adults nor children, teenagers, don’t we need 8 hours of sleep too? Everyone keeps telling us to sleep early to have enough sleep, however, Mrs Chua said not. How ironic. But even so, we, teenagers, are also not having our 8 hours of sleep during the weekday but it is another story when it comes to sleeping during the weekend.
Don’t we have like tons of homework, tests and projects to do yet not having enough time? School has taken up most of our time; sometimes we even have extra lessons till late afternoon. What if some of us can’t study at home, for an example, me, I travel down the library nearly daily just to study and stop the usage of computer. Homework to complete, tests to study, projects to do. That is apparently what I am doing daily. I have homework to complete daily, 3 tests weekly and my f&n coursework, both a and b, to rush to meet the deadline given. It’s practically a torture isn’t it? Never mind, I should stop it with my grumbling. I need to get back to doing my coursework already.

I need ideas and things in the surrounding to give me my inspiration to blog about stuff. I am practically ranting and complaining. Rawrrr.

National DAYYY and pre National Day celebration!! ((((((:
Haha. I am really excited and anticipating for this 2 days. It is those days I get to hang out with lovely, interesting and fun people, (fyi, I am not talking about the guys but my lovely bffs). Okay, I wanted to type something but I forgot after replying to someone’s message. Rawrrr. Never mind, forget it.

Okay, this time I really need to stop and get down with work. Tons of work to complete! (((:

XOXO;
K.

I watched from a distance as you
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue

2009-07-29T17:03:00.001+08:00

Have you ever heard about how getting a new haircut means starting anew?
I heard and want to go with that.

I got a new haircut today.
Personally to say it, I am not used to my new haircut but I will eventually get use to it.
My fringe is shorter than pervious and my hair length is also shorter now.
I will post pictures later then. (((:
/edited.
i regret cutting my fringe now, boohoo. :(((
and i am not going to patron that salon again, total regret. :((((

Ah, august is arriving which means the departure of my humanities teacher, Mr Anthony.
What I heard is that he is leaving us for an exchange program in states. He was given a very rare chance as only 3 teachers in the whole Singapore were chosen to go oversea.
I am going to miss his lessons to the max. He was joking today about how it would be interesting if students come to school drunk. HAHAHA.

I am deprived from lots of things, e.g. Shopping and Movies. Well, it is alright I am catching UP with the guys soon!! It is a really cute movie! The grandpa, the kid and the dog is so very cute.

School today is pretty alright for me apart from the fact that our history test was postponed, I studied for this test till nearly 1am yesterday. ))): Chinese was fun. We are watching movie now, I don’t want the answer for my Chinese ‘O’ level paper 2 as I don’t want to know how much I actually score! PE tomorrow!! I am so excited, yes I am weird. However, there is like 2 hours of F&N and we have to complete coursework B draft by THIS FRIDAYYY and what’s more is that we have to bring our own laptop to school! ))): Heavy Bag tomorrow. And there’s like 3 periods of English tomorrow, I pray that tomorrow English lesson would be fun and not boring. AND then it would be TGIF!!!

I need to study soon and head off to the library. I am going to meet Zheng Yu later to study at the library and Qiyao to return him back his slipper while he returns mine. Then back home to complete my coursework B and some editing for coursework A. Deadlines are seriously a torture but we have to face it, everything has deadline isn’t it?
HAHA.

Okay, I’ll post pictures up later since blogger always have some problem.

XOXO,
K.

It’s Alright, Ok
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

2009-07-27T16:28:00.001+08:00

Finally managed to go home early from school today, however, there is a price to pay. I am down with a persistent dry cough and slight sore throat because of that.

Tests are coming up and so is Prelim, which only means that the number of sleep I am getting is going to decrease and the amount of time I am studying is going to increase. Why can’t my house area have 24 hours Macdonalds? They should really consider building one nearby. What more can I do but complain? HAHA.

I had been visiting the library nearly daily. HAHA. Have been visiting the library daily to study and do my homework with Zhengyu, Qiyao and Daud. Weekday is my regular visit to the library. Friday is my off-day from study. Saturday is also a visit to the library and macdonalds and Sunday, a break day.

An UPCOMING public holiday is coming up. What’s more, is that it is 3 days longggg.
I am really really looking forward to it. Reasons to why I am looking forward is because, I can finally have a day with my 2 bff, have a long weekend, celebrate national day with a group of interesting yet lame friends, longer sleep and longer period to study and prepare for common test week. But unfortunately, common test week is right after the 3 day break.

Never mind, I am waiting for this Friday which is in 4 more days! Allowance, Shopping, Haircut, Contact lens solution. HAPPYYY!

XOXO,
K.

I thought you said it was easy
Listenin' in to your heart
I thought you said I'd be okay
So why am I breaking apart

2009-07-20T18:52:00.000+08:00

Sunflowers.

2009-07-19T12:09:00.003+08:00

credits : to owner
i want a sunflower.
someone buy me one.

Sunflowers make a sad person,
HAPPY with it's bright colors.
That's why I love them.
It just cheers me up although not 100%
but still.

/edit later. :)

xoxo,

2009-07-14T21:56:00.001+08:00

i'm sorry...
i really am sorry...

2009-07-07T17:45:00.003+08:00

School just started today and I am already tired.
Can you imagine that?

I am just doing a random update now.

Red Camp 6 application is open
'O' Level Chinese Oral is 2 days away
No extra lessons tomorrow, as in Chinese Intensive
Sentosa last saturday
Shopping yesterday
Duplicity is a real boring show
Machines that let you scoop up and push toys out are fun
Anh and Steph are serious arcade gamers
I need my sleep

With that I guess I have concluded what i have been doing for the past 3 days.
So, till then.

XOXO,
K.

The Child In Us

2009-07-01T19:29:00.005+08:00

Have you ever thought about when you were a child?
What you done?
What you dreamed of?
What you played?
What you cried over for?

Samridhi, made me think of my past.
The past I locked deep down into my heart.

Sometimes,
i really hope i was back into the past.
The purity we had,
The silliness we had,
The fun we had,
and lots more.
It is just simply priceless.

Girls yearn to be princess, living in a castle, marrying a prince and ending their life with a happy ending.
As for guys, I don't know?
Never talked to my friends about that.
See,
this is how pure and silly we were when we were young.

However,
when we grow up.
We realized those dreams ain't going to happen.
We grow up getting to see the real world.
We slowly understand the real world.
And in the end,
We join in the real world.

Have anyone ever thought what exactly happened to the young us?
Thrown away?
Locked in a corner?
Or completely forgotten?
Don't we want to find back the past?
I guess not.

The world now,
don't accept those purity, silliness and all.
The corruption, wants, powers and status killed the young us.
Everyone just wants these,
That's the reason why they are gone.

We can just reminiscence our past.
And concentrate on the future.
The future that is tearing and destroying our nature bit by bit.

At time,
i really just hoped that there is really a time machine.
For us to get back to the young us and enjoy our time there,
or maybe to see our past.

To end it off, I just want back the young us.
It is the time where we have no problems, had peace, had a carefree life, need not worry about things around us and the world coming to an end.
This is the the world i want, but i know it is so not going to happen.

alright,
thanks to QY, i was able to end this post.
Alright. What he said led me thinking.
Thanks :))))

I'm a happy girl now.
but in the inside, I'm a mess.
I have to admit that.
This is what the world did to me......

tired

2009-06-30T20:23:00.001+08:00

I am really tired
and just want to give it all up.
This time for real.

2009-06-18T00:37:00.004+08:00

you know what is so irritating these days?

F&N coursework
Studies
Prelims
O levels
Homework
Stress
Problems
Broken Promises
Irritating TIMES
My ideas gone when I want to write!

Yeah,
I'm being so irrelevant about these but it is irritating me.
When I start writing, there seem to be something that is stopping me.
Public access to my blog.
This is unavoidable, that the reason to why I ain't posting.
Well,
forget it.
I have no mood to write what I wanted to write about promises and agreements.

BYE,
K.

2009-06-11T18:01:00.007+08:00

Half of the month June is passing by just like that.
My June holidays are only left with 2 weeks.

Other than the fact that I am left with 2 weeks of break,
the weather in Singapore is seriously a killer.
The weather in the noon till late noon is just so freaking hot.
The weather is hot to an extend that I am using my dad's laptop in the living room instead of using my own computer in my room. (fyi, my window is just nice located at where the sun set)

Let see,
i have been procrastinating on doing my f&n evaluation and i need to complete it by tonight.
Thankfully, school is at 10.30am tomorrow.
So my insomnia is apparently so helpful.
I guess I am sleeping at 2am again tonight.
Which makes it 5 days straight of sleeping at 2am for no reason.
It is so unfair, i was in bed by midnight yet i slept at 2am.
darn insomnia, darn you.
i don't want to eat sleeping pills, god.
help!?

i shall be positive,
tomorrow is friday and the weekend is coming,
tomorrow is the last day of the freaking 2 weeks intensive,
tomorrow is the day where i would stop wearing school uniform,
tomorrow is the day where i get total freedom.
tomorrow is the day where i officially start my june holiday.
tomorrow only have 3 hours of lesson in the aircon room, please i pray!

alright,
i need to get back with work.

XOXO;
K.

Primary School

2009-06-10T13:57:00.002+08:00

Well,
I guess I really have to thank facebook?
Friends that did not contact each other for 8 years, started talking.
That's my situation.

I guess,
I am reminiscing primary school life.
Carefree, pure and less drama in life.
Everyone really treat each other like kindergarten.

KSPS and GESPS,
haha.
i really don't know how to continue.
My brain ain't working cause i'm suffering from insomnia, transient insomnia.

Transient insomnia lasts from days to weeks. It can be caused by another disorder, by
changes in the sleep environment, by the timing of sleep, severe depression, or by stress.

Anyway,
i do have a handful of Professional Career guidance day pictures.
So, I'll let the picture do the talking then. :)

The number of students present on Friday, amazingly little, 18 students.

See, I told you. 18

Mdm Yeo and Us :))

Most of them weren't prepared.

Photo Taking!

Anh ; Esther ; Carolyn ; Zhi Xuan

Gabrielle ; Zhi Xuan

Mr Anthony ; Class ; Ms Ng

Mr Koh ; Class

I have to wait for RuiPing to upload her photos before posting more.
She has most of the photos. :))

I'll do a better post soon.
Till then,

XOXO,
K.

2009-06-05T23:32:00.002+08:00

blog will only be updated soon
when i grab hold of today photos.
Then it will be a photo post :)

2009-05-27T20:48:00.003+08:00

I am back with more ranting.
I am seriously tired.

1. School is ending at 5pm or even later daily.
2. I have been getting sleep that is lesser than 7 hours.
3. Work are done repetitive non-stop
4. Breaks are less than an hour
5. MT Homework

I know what to do,
suggestion taken from Rina.
I shall type Chinese in HERE! :))

我真的希望六月一日快点的来临。
我真的需要我的睡眠，我已经很困了。
本省觉得如果在继续下去的话，我快崩溃了。
我现在根本想不到我要写的大纲何况我还有两篇的公函要写。
众而言之，我真需要睡眠和假期。但是每个假期根本不是假期而是学校似的。

I am really sick of Chinese and soon I might even detest it.
I can't imagine me having to study Chinese again if my O levels didn't score.
I think I can die once again.
What's worst is that by then, i have to handle 9 subjects for my O level.
That is just seriously tiring.
SO EVERYONE,
LET'S JUST DO THIS ONCE AND FOR ALL!!!
and say goodbye to CHINESE. :)))

Norman Vincent Peale:
If you want to get somewhere you have to know where you want to go and how to get there. Then never, never, never give up.

be determine in what you want to do and believe in it!

credit: to owner.

XOXO,
K.

2009-05-26T20:07:00.003+08:00

I am back to writing for temporarily.
I have a few draft post which I lost my touch of writing those.

I got all my results and to my shock, I actually did well(well, it's also not that well).
I did not expect myself to score mainly B's.
As compared to previous mid-years, I am like a C student.
This year, I am a B student. :)

I am really happy of my Emaths.
Although I had to re-take my E-maths, I guess I didn't give it up and stop practicing and that was what that led me to score an A2 for this difficult E-maths.

Speaking of my Examinations results which i do not want to probe further about,
my 'O' level Chinese Papers are just a few days away.
School has been pretty tiring with each day ending at 5pm or slightly later.
And even after O level paper, I still have school for the next 2 weeks.
Pretty much intensive for the rest of my subjects.

However, I am anticipating these days after my 'O' level Chinese Papers.
This is because,
1. Movie marathon
2. More time to learn those dances
3. Da Vinci Exhibition in Singapore Science Centre
4. SLEEP!
5. Bonding time with my parents
6. SHOPPING with my DEAREST MOTHER!!
and more?

I am just hoping to get an A for my Mother Tongue Paper once and for all.
By that way, I can escape from MOTHER TONGUE for the rest of my life.
Well, not really escape but just to stop studying it further.
Only this week, then i realised among other MT languages,
Chinese Paper is the hardest paper.
Tamil paper has only 1 open ended comprehension, re-writing sentences without changing the meaning and filling in the blanks with the given idioms.
Malay Paper is like mainly written with alphabets, what could go wrong?
Chinese has words that is of the same pronunciation but it is of a different word!
What more, same meaning different word different way of using.
It's just confusing. Oh yes, I am complaining about Mother Tongue.
I just don't understand the reason why people always think that my MT is always good?!
If my MT was good, I would have taken the paper last year or even score an A.
But i only scored a B4 in my mid-years.
I am really wondering how am i gonna score a A2 or A1 for my Chinese O level?!
Well, that's that and that's what i cannot do.
All I can do now is to do serious intensive with my Chinese proverbs and remember unique sentences to photocopy into my brain and vomit it out on Monday!

I am pretty much done with complaining, HAHA.

Grandparents are flying to Vietnam tomorrow!
I HOPE FOR THE PERFECT HEALTH AND PRAY FOR A SAFE FLIGHT!
Have fun in Vietnam although you are attending cousin's wedding.
*Do not ask me anything about the wedding, I don't know anything*

I need to get back to Chinese if not, I would have to dream about sleeping early today.

Before I end, I will share with you a video which is playing one of my favorite melody - CANON.

p.s,
Yes, I did change my blog skin to one which is PLAIN.
Loving simplicity :)

XOXO,
K.

2009-05-11T14:33:00.001+08:00

I'm seriously dead.

My weakest of all weakest examination is tomorrow,
but,
dancing and youtube is seriously stopping me to study.

HOW?!

I close the window and within 10 minutes,
i open it again.

RAWR...

2009-04-28T22:35:00.002+08:00

My first post for April would also be my last post till my examination ends.

Examinations are just round the corner and i guess i finally decided to start on studying.
While examinations are approaching,
my deadline for the submission for my Food & Nutrition Coursework is also approaching.
At the same time, I'm starting to feel the stress with regards to poly courses, yet again.

Let's just say that many things are running in my mind.

Things in my life is starting to get complicated.

6 months and the time keeps going on.
Well, i guess what i think would happen might really happen by this year.
After all, it won't be an event that is shocking.
I just have to accept that fact and I am learning how.

Dearest friend,
Don't worry much about your dad.
He will be fine!
Although things maybe hard on you for now,
try to accomplish and meet what your dad wants now.
Show him that you can do it!
Alright?! I'll be there for you if you need someone.

Now my own life.
I'm still struggling over DPA-ing or not.
I really want to know the difference between TRM and LBFM.
I have to search for other courses too...
Well, there is still time, i guess?!

OH SHOOT,
competition is due on thursday!
SHOOT!
*i can just go and commit suicide now*

Alright.
I shall end here and get on with my coursework.
Tata.

Till then.

XOXO;
K.

2009-04-06T20:39:00.003+08:00

TOP RIGHT
Bottom Right

Bottom Left

PLEASE CHOOSE!!
The teachers are at the front of the shirt because there isn't any space at the back

THIS IS THE CONFIRMED BACK DESIGN.

2009-02-27T23:14:00.002+08:00

The FINAL YEAR.

The final stage for my whole 5 years secondary school life.

The beginning where i was given a chance to choose
Express / Normal Academic

I choose NA and St. Margs.

The friends I met were some of those reason,
I managed to stay on in St. Margs.
The academic was one of the reason,
why i did better as compared to others.
The environment was one of the reason,
why i managed to adapt to St. Margs life.

In just 9 more months,
this life would end.
And this life would move forward.

In 7 months time,
Official O Level

In 6 months plus,
this would be the last time we would have our fun,
before burying ourselves in our books.

In 5 months time,
Prelims.

In 4 months time,
DPA registration

In 3 months time,
Chinese O level

In 2 months time,
Mid Year

9 more months of secondary life.
those times, i went through.

A stepping stone.

2009-02-27T23:10:00.002+08:00

A struggle.

DPA or NO DPA.
I'm back to that topic.
JAE or DPA
SP or NP
SoE or BA

It's just a serious dilemma.
From starting of MARCH,
4 more months. till the registration of DPA.

I just can't solve everything.

HELP!!!

2009-02-17T20:41:00.001+08:00

Enrollment.

Next year,
a new school,
a new environment.

Most Importantly,
a new COURSE.

Direct Poly Admission?
TO Tourism
OR
TO Engineering?

I can't decide.

DPA or JAE?

A question i have to dig in to.

BUT FIRST,

Common TEST week.

XOXO.

2009-02-12T20:33:00.000+08:00

1 day.

2 events.

Thanks eh.

Thanks for letting me know you.

2009-02-11T20:39:00.001+08:00

V.DAY.

BYE.

PATHETIC DAY.

xoxo.

2009-01-31T17:06:00.002+08:00

After much persuasion, i have decided to blog.

Maybe after this post,
I'm going to blog lesser than.

School is getting much more tiring although the fun is still there.
Speaking of school, i should really rush to complete my homework tonight.
Visiting aunt's house tomorrow, so i don't even know if i have the time to do tomorrow.
Projects are coming up, Homework are piling up, CT week is approaching.
And forgot to mention,
i think school is like turning into an army school.

My Chinese New Year somehow lasted like for a day only.
Haha. Everything was completed on Chinese New Year that day itself.
Oh that reminded me, I have yet play MAHJONG!
School CNY celebration day somehow did show how bonded our class is now.
Well and most of us are happy with that.

V. DAY is coming soon.
& that reminds me of something.
Class are playing angel and mortal, and,
as far as i know. About 1/2 of the class know who their angel is!
Well, that includes me.

January is coming to an end now.
February is coming.
Mid Year is coming.
'O' Level Chinese is arriving.
Soon, prelims and lastly.
The final stage of secondary school.
Major examinations.
Time is passing really fast.
So treasure the time well.

XOXO;
xuan.

2009-01-12T20:05:00.002+08:00

Alright.

I gotten back my results,

and well. Let's say,

It wasn't what i had expected it to be.

I just wanted an A2.

but guess what, i got a grade lower.

So my emaths was a B3.

I'm still in the midst of struggling whether or not to retake.

Quite a number of people gave me some comments.

Mainly to retake my emaths.

So yeah, i guess im retaking it again.

The reason to why i cried was that,

i really didn't want to do maths anymore

& plus, i'm really sick of it.

and i have to waste my time studying that again.

The feeling of getting a B3 and a chance to retake again is really U&()!*)(*

It's like this grade is acceptable but you have a chance to get a higher score.

Anyway,

Thanks to those who consoled me.

Esp those around me and also Mrs Tan.

I didn't know about Mrs tan consoling me till the others told me.

Well,

feelings for that results.

1. Really angry for not getting an A2

2. Pissed with those people

3. really irritated with the fact of having to take maths again

So when back to class,

and just what. When im depress, I EAT.

SO 1 group of us went to ISLAND CREAMY and shared a tub of COOKIES AND CREAM.

and was talking so happily.

In fact, it has been a pretty long time since we gone out as a group to eat.

Then being still so depress, we went next door, MACDONALDS, to eat AGAIN.

Ate a meal and talked about everything!

Home and was like haiz.

Took out my Emaths TB and Notebook.

So you should roughly know how i feel.

MAJOR CHIONGAGE this year.

Final STATEMENT,

CONGRATS TO THOSE WHO SCORE PRETTY WELL & are HAPPY with their SCORES!

-A right mindset to start the year-

2009-01-08T21:13:00.003+08:00

Dear Femy,

this blog post is specially dedicated to you.
My really good friend! :)

it's just how amazing,
all of a sudden, the 4 of us became inseparable buddies.

i just don't know how to continue this.
maybe it's because we have too many memories to be typed down.

I HOPE THAT
you would take great care of yourself in STATES and have fun over there!

LOVES.
ZHIXUAN.

----------------------------------------------------------------------------

RESULTS tml.
The only weird thing is that everyone is so scared but i got no feelings?!
I'm numb to results.

Maybe i'm starting to understand the world with the messages written by you.
Things may not turn out like what you thought but it's up to you to ignore.
I guess i won't understand at all.
Afterall,
you and i are different.
BYE then.

2009-01-01T14:54:00.001+08:00

Will post more only after
HOMEWORK COMPLETION!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
YEAR 2009!

2008-12-19T00:26:00.003+08:00

after a 9 hours coach ride,

I'm back in TAIPING.

not much changes but still, there are.

That puppy grew up and is like fair white.

a house is built for the 4 dogs.

aircon in the living room is up, like finally.

New male cousin back on SAT or TML?

Saw my nephew, that was born this year.

YANG YANG IS SO CUTE LA.

Once he was up and downstairs,

he just rushed out of the house and start walking around.

SO CUTEEE.

Overall,

the house is pretty much settled.

Relatives are coming back during the weekends.

and I can't believe family reunion again.

WOOHOO!!
With new members and relatives that seldom come back because of work.

Badminton like twice today?!

Ran after a dog?!
Ran with a dog.

Cycling moments.

Walk home from TESCO after tons of fun?!

Even though, there isn't many cousins back today.

i did have fun with those children.

HAHA.

and my cousin.

We had talk about Disney Stars, High School Musical 3, Bush Size 10 incident, current economy, madagascar 2, southpark dota.

We just laughed while eating dinner and my mother didn't get a thing about what the both of us were talking about.

Anyway.

I got back like 30 mins ago from SUPPER back at the food store nearby the old house.

DAMN FULLL!!!

Anyway,

PHOTOS TODAY.

XOXO,

xuan.

2008-12-17T00:28:00.002+08:00

LIFE

Everyone should really treasure their life.
Not thinking about death now and then.

This life is what you have to go through now,
why not live to the fullest?

Well,
i encounter quite a number of incidents where i could immediately die?

Like 4 to 5 events related to CARS.
AND about 4 events related to fall.

When i was crossing once,
i walked in between of 2 cars.
The car in front of me reverse back and the car behind me went forward.
So imagine that, i could have died if i didn't move fast.

Another accident happened when Shimin and I were heading back to school.
It was the green man, so both of us walked.
Green for the people crossing and red for the cars.
Who knew, there was this really MENTAL car driver that drove pass the red light.
and luckily we saw, and stopped if not, i think we would seriously be banged.
Others who saw, gave that really pissed off face.

See,
i could have met up with the ghost reaper really soon.

It's actually really scary.

I still don't understand why students commit suicide just because they did not do well in school?
Teenagers silting their wrists because of a relationship?
Adults commit suicide because of the debts they owe?

My mother often say,
we maybe really lucky to be human this once.
We might not know what we would be for our next life?
So, trust this life that you have.

Which i think is quite true.
We won't know what we would be in our next life?
We only get to live this once,
cause we wouldn't know what would happen to us the minute next?

Like what happened to me a few moments ago.
Well, i hogged on to 2 of the chairs.
And my brother wanted the chair that i wanted to.
So, in order to sit on it longer i told him to switch off the fan and lights in his room first.
In a fit of anger, my brother just pulled the chair that he wanted.
and apparently, i fell and my back hit the floor.
i just stoned there for minutes.
which i am lucky, cause my head didn't land first
BUT my back did.
Which resulted to me feeling weird now.

I just stoned there.
I watched a show on Channel 8,
whereby a mother who was accidentally pushed down by her daughter, did not dare to step on the ground after recovery.
It is really scary, she is so afraid that when they had to move her to do the painting and all,
she would lie on her mattress like what nurses or whatever used to carry people and send them off to the hospital?
THANK GOD, i'm fine.
Just feel little weird now.

See,
Life is not worthless but it actually worth ALOT.
Troubles and Problems are part and parcel of life,
why not tackle them carefully?
Instead of recklessly which then results to more troubles and problems?

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I am so in need of my bed now BUT i can't sleep now is because i had to erase and wipe out all my the music, videos and photos from the itouch cause there were some problems with the files in the photos.
AND out of 900+ files, it has gone over half near 600, but still have a long way to go cause i got like 30 over videos which takes a long time to sync.

plus, i realised i have yet to start packing,
so i gotta pack.
and start my amaths HOMEWORK like seriously.
i don't want to bring my calculator back.
Maybe, i'll borrow my cousins.

I'm finally leaving!
HURRAY!!

X'mas eve and X'mas date would be those that i am anticipating this year.
ROSE, do call everyone okay?
I can't contact if not, i would!

ShiMin, WEB CAM when you're back!
Have FUN in YI camp.

RuiPing, take care when you're in morroco.
Have fun too, although i know you dislike it alot.
Relax, the food there should be alright.

Dakky, hurry come back from India la.
Farj, sorry i hog on your memory card for so lon!
Yvonne, thanks for giving me the magazine!

Rina, hurry get back your number la.
keep changing so troublesome la.

Femy, EMAIL me when you are coming back!!!

BYEEE!
back on X'mas eve.

XOXO;
xuan

blog more when i reach there.

2008-12-14T23:19:00.008+08:00

should i be on hiatus?

i simply don't know what to blog about already.
other than my own pathetic life,
nothing else.
it's really hard to find a topic to talk about.
really hard.
but still, i will try still.

ANYWAY.
Tml is XIAH JUNSU 22nd BIRTHDAY.
This cutie pie birthday.

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY XIAH JUNSU!!!

now i have a new korean artiste added to my list.
ONEW from Shiny SHINee.
&& guess what.
HE IS ONLY 19!!
AND HIS BIRTHDAY IS TODAY!

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY ONEW! :)))
Whatever he does, it's ONEW condition.
Just found out that ONEW's condition means constant failure.
SO CUTEEEE..
Maybe that what his favourite quote must be?!

You know the SHINee Reality Show.
The one in my previous previous post.
In Episode 10, Onew finally got chosen.
BUTTTT, it wasn't what he wanted.
GO VIEW IT,
i think personally i got totally freaked out by that noona still.
First she like JongHyun cause her first love looked like him?!
I pity her first love.
Then because Onew completed the mission,
there were terms and condition, therefore, Onew decided to do the mission.
Then she liked him? The condition was she going to their dorm to cooked everyday?!
Maybe me expressing it might not be really that creepy,
so go search and view it in VEOH.

SHINee mainly consist for 5 guys who are still in HIGHSCHOOL.
but, still talented.

From the left; Onew, Taemin, JongHyun, Minho, Key

Stage name: Onew (온유 or 温流)
Birth name: Lee Jinki (이진기)
Birth date: December 14, 1989 (age 19)
Height: 177cm
Position: Leader, Sub vocal
Specialties: Singing, Piano, Chinese

Stage name: Taemin (태민 or 泰民)
Birth name: Lee Taemin (이태민)
Birth date: July 18, 1993 (age 15)
Height: 175cm
Position: Lead Dancer, Vocal
Hobbies: Listening to music, Popping
Specialties: Chinese
Nickname: Handy Boy Taemin

Stage Name: Jonghyun (종현 or 钟铉)
Real Name: Kim Jonghyun (김종형)
Nickname: Bling Bling Jonghyun
DOB: April 8th, 1990
Height: 173cm
Hobby/Interest: Watching movies, Popping (dance), Lyrics, Piano, Mandarin

Stage name: Minho (민호 or 珉豪)
Birth name: Choi Minho (최민호)
Birth date: December 9, 1991 (age 17)
Height: 181cm
Position: Rap, Vocal
Hobbies: Soccer, Basketball
Specialties: Chinese, English
Nickname: Charismatic Flame Minho

Stage name: Key (키)
Birth name: Kim Kibum (김기범)
Birth date: September 23, 1991 (age 16)
Height: 177cm
Position: Rap, Vocal
Hobbies: Rap, Dance, Water Ski
Specialties: English, Chines
Nickname: The Almighty Key

Okay,
that's a rough detail about them.
1 of their HIT song from debut would be
Replay, noona you are so pretty.
HERE IS THEIR MUSIC VIDEO.
AND I SHALL END HERE!!!

XOXO;
xuan

----edited----

i decided not to be bias to the other 4 in DBSK and SHINee.
SO, i will post pictures on them too okay?

SHINee

MinHo

JongHyun

TaeMin

Key

DBSK

Micky YooChun

Max ChangMin

Hero JaeJoong

U-know YunHo

2008-12-13T03:37:00.002+08:00

I don't know the reason why i still ain't tired at 3.38AM!
Nevermind, i will still continue to blog.

Have been watching
SHINee Reality Show,
which is about, SHINee (A group of boy average 17 years old dating female older than them)

One of the episode is about them having to meet a 20 years old lady that went to states to study.
One of the member, MinHo, was appointed to have PE lesson with the noona.
So after the first game, they had a basketball match.
You know what,
having a basketball game with your boyfriend might be the easier way to differ him from a gentleman and something else.

it's roughly around the timing of 4.51.
well, for the whole episode and ENGLISH SUBs
just go VEOH.com
and search SHINee Reality Show Ep2.
Apparently, im like addicted to it and watched from noon till now.
and is heading for episode 9!

Well,
just alone that part is so WOW!
Oh well,
since i rewatched i think i shall just do a quick summary?
Both of them decided on a basketball match.
When they are tied 2:2 and is at the final ball,
Minho decided to let the girl win but still playing it normal.
It's so touching actually.
How a guy would give up in winning and let the girl win and in the end, start fooling around with them. The fooling around i meant like teasing him that she won and all.
That scene really might be a nice scene to be watched?

Guys should actually be more of a gentleman.
Was watching the Channel U show about talks on guys.
How their ex partner wants everything to be spilt into you and mine,
just because he wasn't sure that she would be his future wife.
I think that is just being self-fish.
Afterall,
you can't expect everything little thing to be paid seperatly right?

Well.
Summarised.
Guys should really be a gentleman regardless of who is with them,
friends or girlfriend.
Something, putting down your pride might be the only thing to earn a girl's smile.
Sometimes, it's not really easy to earn a girl's smile.
Pride and Ego must be taken down for just that smile.

DONE.

XOXO;

xuan

-I'm currently addicted to SHINee.

& i'm still not tired at 3.57AM

2008-12-09T23:05:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RINA!

You're officially 16.

Even though, you are 16.

You are still SMALL.

Admit it.
I'm older than you still.

Word from the ME,

being 16 ain't fun.

To me, the age 16 isn't sweet at all.

The age 16 is actually quite a torture!

-edited-

HAPPY EARLY 14 DAYS TO DEAREST, YVONNE TOH!!
Why ain't you born the next day?
Then when people celebrating for X'mas , you're celebrating BOTH!
AND this is the first time we are celebrating BOTH yours and RINA birthday from the past 4 years.

Hope you like the present,
Bring that pencil case out and wear your slippers.
HAHAHHA.

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Done with the wishing.
Back to today.

Apparently,
the weather was pretty a bless.
Even though it rained,
it was only a small rain.
And we were still playing in the rain.

Met up with everyone at the clementi interchange.
Bus-ed down to west coast park
Seriously if you were in the bus, you would think that we(ALL GIRLS) must be mental.
We were making tons of noises, but this is because of a long time since we saw each other!

Played the mini-flying fox,
the pyramid was under maintance.
IRRITATING.
That is like the 'attraction' for west coast park!
Found a spot, snacked on SEAWEED CHICKEN(give me that and i would be full).

Lighting up the candles were seriously a trouble.
The wind was just being such a bitch,
candles that were lit would not be lit like the next second.
Cakes were cut but not eaten.
Funny right?

Some flew kites,
some were playing cards,
some were taking photos.

The day ended with,
10 of us playing MONKEY with rina's small brother ball.
(yvonne left earlier, rp,rose and hweeping left before we started playing)
I set the rule.
A player who is a monkey for 5 times, would have a punishment.
Apparently, only me and steph had to do the punishment.
Steph had to propose to a tree, the video is with me.
I did 2 dance, Chicken dance and mirotic(chorus only).
Went home.

Maybe friends are the only one who can cheer you up,
been feeling quite emo since i don't know when.
But today, till now, i don't feel emo but somehow still quite happy.
It has been days since i felt this way.

Craving for tons of stuff,
but money ain't rolling in.
I guess,
christmas present.
I wanna choose something,
BUT i don't know what.
My hat? Or what?!

Okay.
I wanna watch my killer show.
FAMILY OUTING.
Apparently, i ALMOST died laughing.
Laughed till i coughed.
SO you see,
BUTTT,
it's korean and i watch it with CHINESE SUB.
Maybe being a chinese does rocks anyway!
LOL.

-Is it back to how it is like when school starts?

XOXO,

xuan.

2008-12-03T13:44:00.002+08:00

MACBOOK.

This laptop is really a good laptop, overall.

BUT when you are studying with a macbook.

You will die.

The pros of a macbook

Tons of reasons, which i can't even list

The cons of a macbook,

it disturbs one when one is studying.

This, I am serious.

REASON:
It happen to me just hours ago.

Apparently,

after eating breakfast.

We started using SM's mac.

Then came the picture time.

From MACDONALDS, we travelled to the library.

Guess what.

1 question then we started to play with the photobooth.

AND, cause our laughters were limited in the library.

THEY popped over to my house,

and yeah.

we didn't do our work.

Started the photobooth spree and wii-ing.

HAHA.

So apparently,

you seeee.

the cons of a macbook.

i need to complete my homework!!!

ciaox.

xoxo;

xuan.

Morning

2008-12-03T10:20:00.002+08:00

Morning.

How do people really wake up at like early morning?

I'm at macdonalds now.

Being forced to wake up at like 9am,

to do what?

DO HOMEWORK.

But now apparently,

im blogging cause shimin is eating her breakfast.

AND i ate mine cause i was the earliest among those 3.

Anyway,

seriously.

HOW DO PEOPLE WAKE UP LIKE SO EARLY?

I don't wake up like that early other than during school days.

Another of morning reminds me of breakfast.

Actually, I don't have the habit of eating breakfast.

I remember in the past ,

how my dad bought macdonald's hot cake

and i will never get to finish the 3 pieces.

XOXO;

xuan.

-imy-

Understanding

2008-12-01T22:49:00.004+08:00

credits : ~wagepeacebeach
*FYI: this photo have stories behind it*

Link

Sometimes,
events around me does set me thinking about who truly understand me at all.
Friends or Family that surrounds us most of them,
do they really understand me?
Do they understand one another?

Maybe it's just reality?

I guess the only person who really understand me is
MY MOM
i guess she is the only one who truly understand me.
In a way i guess?

But the only one who understanding one,
is themself.
BUT,
to understand themself
is also a difficult job?

I don't even understand myself
since i do not know when.
Is this part and parcel of growing up?
Do all adults feel this way?
Does teenagers know think this way?
A question that i am really curious about.

Anyone who has this answer?

Humans are really the most complicated creature ever.
Females are the most complicated gender ever.
I am a complicated person.
WEIRD.

xoxo;

xuan.

-everyone's life differs-

2008-12-01T01:58:00.000+08:00

blog post later in the day then.

2008-11-30T16:57:00.002+08:00

X'mas is coming, but sadly to say, i am in no mood to celebrate X'mas.
maybe a special someone can change my way of thinking.
but i guess it's not possible?

seriously.
sometimes, Xmas is not a day to be celebrated.
Some people are suffering, some people are enjoying.
Isn't Christmas more about giving?

Just ignore me,
i don't know what I am writing too.

Feeling too depressed to blog again?
Emo songs really make one feel down.

Mariah Carey - All I Want For Christmas Is You.

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is...
You

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I don't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeers click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
Ooh baby
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is...
You

All I want for Christmas is you... baby (repeat and fade)

i guess it's not possible.

XOXO,

xuan.

-i just want you for christmas-

2008-11-30T16:24:00.002+08:00

However long the night, the dawn will break.

I absouletly have no mood to blog.

Neither do I have the mood to be down with serious work.

The weather is another influence.

I don't want to end today with no smile on my face.

2008-11-24T22:10:00.003+08:00

Secrets.
Everyone has their own darkest secrets.

Secrets varies.
Good or Bad.

Apparently,
keeping secrets really need skills?

I keep secrets to ensure the peace.
No matter what the consequences is,
it won't be revealed.

Secrets after all are not supposed to be revealed.
It shall just remain as a secret untold.

xoxo,
ZhiXuan.

2008-11-24T01:55:00.005+08:00

FIRST.
DBSK - Mirotic

THEN.
DBSK - Wrong Number

What could get better?
I want more!
Their dance are getting better and better

Maybe i should put one of their lastest live video?
Micky got a new hair cut and a hair color
Xiah got a new hair color!

all done.
ENJOY! :)

2008-11-24T01:25:00.002+08:00

okay.

after much nagging from someone,

about my dead blog.

i decided to blog.

the past 3 days ,
19 to 21st.
I have been having tons of fun.
@ Ngee Ann Poly for RED CAMP!

well,
it has been 2 days since it has ended.
BUT im really missing it.
All my SLs, friends and the fun i had.
to those i met.

it's really see you all

to my SLs.

thanks for being there!

It's really a pleasure having to know you all!

to those that know me,

it's nice knowing you.

to everyone,

red camp was really fun!

from the messages being flooded in redcamp5 facebook,

i can see that everyone really enjoyed redcamp.

i did too.

and i didn't expect it to pass so FAST!

i still remember how Kenny always see me in the morning,

and ask me why am i always so sian.

still remember how the SL at the convention centre,

call for ppl to go their lane to get their card scan.

how we cheer, laugh, play and talk around.

it ended.

the fun ended.

the laughter ended.

everything.

well,

as long as those memories are kept in our hearts.

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was @ chalet yesterday.

saw MATTHEUS KEE!

why every time see him one?

vivo with auntie , saw him.

chalet with dad's god sis, saw him.

haha.

so QIAO one!

Sorry to those at the chalet yesterday.

PMS is serious.

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SM is off to aussie.

Im off to Msia in like 18 days and a week.

Aaron off to genting and kl in a few hours.

im still jealous that he is going genting.

i wanna go again.

femy is already in indo

rp is going morocco during xmas period.

rina is off to india in a few days.

i dunno who else?

2008-11-18T22:17:00.002+08:00

Time to Blog.

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Dearest Femy Tan!
Even though you only left for indonesia today.
For a holiday.
Well, it's a 110% that i'll miss you!
I don't lie!

I hope you love that album!
And had fun yesterday.
Those were the only thing we could do,
and i hope you did have fun!

You leaving for states would only be in jan,
but without you in school.
It seems that some part is missing.

Remember how we mugged for physic?
Remember how we talk about drama and the other 2 didn't understand?
Remember how the 4 of us sits at one corner and start talking?
Remember how the 4 of us stands at each other table, fooling around?
Remember how we got no place to go, and always go to your house for instant noodles?
Remember how we always go home?
Remember how you always text me for songs, dramas and all?
Remember how you text me when you're bored?
Remember how we start fooling around?
Remember how we bully them?

Look!!
Without you,
I got no one to help me memorize my physic formula!
I got no one to talk to me about the last episode from a certain drama.
We got 1 less person to talk to, to fool around.
We got no more femy's house visit.
No one to accompany me home.
No text messages from you.
No one to fool around with.
No one to bully.

But,
just still wanna say.
Have fun in Indonesia now.
Be careful in States.
Take Care!!!

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Yesterday was really fun!

Even thought the weather started out awful.
I got wet, my bag was wet.
Rp's shirt was wet.

Headed to rp's hse to start writing quotes.
We were seriously late.
Shimin called us just to tell us she reached and was famish.

Apparently, femy forgot her t-shirt outside.
It was pouring, so her t-shirt got wetter and dirtier.
Slacked and headed to Rp's hse for lunch and dry her t-shirt.
After that,
we spilt up.

Rp and I headed to sentosa to get the card from her mom.
Femy and Sm headed to Plaza Singapura to terminate their service for MaxOnline.

Met at City Hall then.
Headed to Flyer.
Although the whole trip was not as fun as we had expected, because of the people inside.
I guess, we did have tons of fun!
Pictures taking.
Let say we cut the flyer container into 3 parts.
The 4 of us had 1 part to ourself.
The other 2 parts were shared among 2 couples!

After that 30 mins of LONG RIDE!
We cabbed to town to eat!
Shimin and I started to feel unwell.
For my case, was again.
For SM case, was starting to feel.
Dinner @ cathay cine.
Koufu.
Woah, my first dinner that i didn't finish at all.
Was really full and could puke anytime.
I saw an eyecandy there.
And he look so much cuter and hotter than my previous crush.
DUH!
The other 3 agreed too.
Heh.

Since, the 4 of us never got to take neoprints together.
We went to take.
Apparently, it was still crazy.

TAKA for Shopping.
Apparently, RP and I lied that we needed the toilet.
We actually headed to fujifilm to get the photos taken today printed out.
It was seriously long, so we cont'd on lying.
Photos were printed out within 10 mins.
Got myself a magazine to hide the photos and read too.

Got back and headed to buy WATERMELON.
SM saw her friend.
Chatted for awhile.
Then cab to femy's house.

When femy was bathing.
We were actually rushing to paste all the photos and all.
When we had our watermelon while fem was in her room packing,
they cont'd pasting while i was cutting the watermelon into half.

Hide everything when she was out.
Halfway while eating,
SM suggested watermelon competition!
The whole process was seriously a killer for us.
Video in my facbeook, which you have to find for yourself.

We rang for mac at 12 plus near 1am.
Never did i eat so much within 3 hours.
8 pcs of mcnuggets.
1 mcflurry
and almost 2/3 of half a watermelon.

Poker cards.
Funny Shows.
Retarded toilet visiting.
Photo taking.
Slacking.

All of us went to bed at 3am,
apparently all of us were so tired.

Woke up at 7am.
Got everything ready and left around 8.10am.
Rushed to the airport cause we were actually late.
Check-in was at 8am.
Slacked @ the airport till 9.20?
And reached home around 11.

Watched my drama till 2plus.
Napped from 2 plus to near 6?
See how tired I was.

So now,
I need to sleep.
Got RED CAMP tomorrow
and Im still not feeling well since last friday!

Throat gotten worst,
Having a serious bad flu.
Visit to a doctor tomorrow I guess.
Red Camp on Thursday?
Have to see my condition first?

Photos then i guess.

Outing + SleepOver

Bye Femy.
Take Care.
Loves.

2008-11-09T19:47:00.002+08:00

genting post, maybe later in the night?
the mood that i actually had was totally ruined.

Although it has been a day since i came back from genting.
I am starting to dread it once again.

Life in Singapore is really pathetic.
I just wanna go overseas to study once and for all?
Establish my career overseas and not coming back at all.
Everything around here is a chore.
Dragging me down from what i want.

Everything that I want,
MUST BE ACHIEVE BY MYSELF?!

Geez.
I totally don't miss the life I have in Singapore once I am away.
I just wanna have an extraordinary life but guess what.
I can't.

2008-11-04T19:26:00.002+08:00

In nearly 11 hours time, im going genting

I am neither excited nor happy.
Reason: I AM STUCK PACKING!
I am always stuck packing whenever I go oversea.
Why?!
Cause either I am lack of this or that or this doesn't go with that.
It is so irritating!

Most of my normal clothes are packed.
Except, that im stuck matching of my clothes!

I really can't remember what to bring.
My bed is in a mess.
My parents don't allow me to bring ipod touch but who the hell cares.
Ignoring what the hell they say, MY DAD ALLOW AT FIRST!
A promise is a promise, I DON'T CARE!
If you break my promise, i don't like you.
My leg is aching.
I have yet to transfer those drama and movie to my computer.
FYI, im using a laptop.
My luggage is open so wide yet so little stuff in it.
My stomach is full from sakae buffet.

I hate packing!
Arghs.
Clothes just went for washing.
Need to wake up early to iron them. and FYI, i don't know how to iron that top!
GOD.
I need more TOPS!
I just realised.

Okay.
I will be back in 4 days time!
And when we are back, SHIMIN IS LEAVING!
WHY?!
But, 17 to 19.
Femy, Rp , SM and ME HAVE A DAY TO TRAVEL THE WHOLE SINGAPORE!
I love them.

Went out with them today!
But femy didn't come along.
She was having her F&N o level.
BUT AFTER HER EXAMS, WE CALLED HER!
FEMY!! IF YOU SEE THIS, COME ONLINE!

Bugis first, but then ultra boring.
we headed to PS.
because we went to have sakae buffet.
everytime, is femy around, sm not around.
Sm around, Fem not around.
Aiyo, when can we have a proper sakae buffet again!?
DIED laughing in sakae all thanks to WSM!
RP and I can die.
Forgot what the sentence was that made the both of us on the brink of death!
But it was about SM previous maid being nice to her!
Went we left, RP and I was nearly dying.
The pain in our stomach was like WOAH.
First time.
Walked to Taka.
And Far east then home for me.

The End.
I should go start packing again.

I'LL MISS YOU WEE SHIMIN!

HAVE FUN IN HONG KONG!
BUY ME CLOTHES.
HAHA.
Joking la.

Okay.
I seriously got to go already.
LOVES. <3

Blog in 5 days time!
I know i still got tons of stuff which have not been blogged!

2008-10-30T12:07:00.002+08:00

O LEVEL MATHS IS FINALLY FINALLY OFFICIALY OVER!

Paper 2 isn't that difficult.

So is Paper 1.

Anyway,

I got to blog about what?

i don't rmb.

Shoot.

Give me a moment.

I'll ask that woman beside me.

RUIPING and SHIMIN are apparently at my house.

And that person beside don't want to tell me anything at all.
Shimin is just using my computer to look at cute guys or whatever toot thing she is looking at la

IM TOTALLY IGNORED.

So, i guess i need not blog!?

HURRAY.

Anyway, i got extra lesson from tml to 4th NOV.

Leaving Singapore for Genting on 5th NOV morning.
Back only at night on 8th.

Okay.

I shall blog till here.

Since i forgot what i was supposed to be blogging about.

And my neck hurts from looking at the screen...

Geez.

Fast Post

2008-10-09T11:36:00.001+08:00

Detailed post either Tomorrow or None.
;P

Exams FINALLY ENDED.

Last Paper was an hour plus ago.
And now im going off soon.

SO.
YEAH.
BYE.

:P

2008-09-28T23:29:00.004+08:00

Xiah JunSu I LIKE.
=))

Put this up for random-ness.

Didn't managed to watch my drama today.
It would not load at ALL.

and IM WATCHING
the Piano Duet by
JAY CHOU and NQMM's Yu Hao.
Seriously, AMAZING!

2008-09-27T00:11:00.002+08:00

I know it has been a long time since i blogged.
No mood to blog.
Nothing to blog about.
Life is always the same thing.

ANYWAY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY DEAREST!!!
Hehe, I'm the first one in the family to wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Although you do nag at me all the time,
I STILL LOVE YOU!
=))))

&&

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DAKSHAYANI!!
You're FINALLY OFFICIALLY 16!
Haha.

Been busy studying and slacking
End Of Years are just next week.
Tuesday.
Official.
Gosh, I want to DIE.

I got no motivation to study.
I think everyone in class have no MOTIVATION.
Tests and Exams are like NUMB to us already.

I got 2 BAD NEWS.
1. FEMY MIGHT BE LEAVING FOR US TO STUDY NEXT YEAR.
ARGHS. I don't want you to leave la. Everyone upset that you are leaving.
2. I did badly for EMATHS.
Can I just kill my LIFE?!

I got more than 2 GOOD NEWS THEN.
1. Mummy is intending to get me Polaroid!
I love HER regardless whether or not is she getting OKAY!
2. Might be going to GENTING during NOVEMBER with FRIENDS.
Secret Trip. LOL.
3. Exams are ending SOON. 7 PAPERS MORE!
That means a SHORT BREAK IS COMING SOON.
4. I am getting my PHONE BACK TOMORROW.
Went to service it TODAY, quick eh.
5. F1 finally is HERE.
F1 is a fun CAR RACE. Haha but the tickets pricing are seriously catering for the RICH only.
6. The 4 of us are FINALLY going OUT AFTER EXAMS.
UVs have not been really getting together because of someone always not being present
whenever we go out.
7. Great Singapore Sale is ARRIVING, which means SHOPPING TIME.
I have like so many stuff to BUY. Sale = SAVE MONEY = more stuff can be bought = SMILE!

Haha.
SS paper was alright but im so gonna die at my part B!
EL P1 was doable.
MT P1 was doable too.
MT P2 was a KILLER.
Upcoming.
EL P2.
History
Amaths P2
Physic
Amaths P1
Chemistry
F&N

I want my BREAK.
I want my BRAIN TO BE FREE FROM STUDIES.
I want to end my PATHETIC SEC SCHOOL LIFE FASTER.
I want to get into the ideal course of mine in the POLY!

Okay,
I'm ending here and continuing with my HISTORY NOTING TIME.
AND i should get started with my Homework.
Did i SAY.
My mama don't allow me to do illegal stuff!
Like skipping school?!
Nvm.
I'm so going to persuade her!

Toodles.
Loves.

2008-09-11T20:15:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday To ME!
Haha.
Sounds so funny.
Anyway.
THANKS EVERYONE FOR TODAY.

Thanks
RuiPing, Rose, Shimin, Carolyn, Aaron, Elizabeth, Farjana, Rina, Vithya, ChirnChip, KaiChi, MUMMY, Joel, ThaiJin, JunWei, RongXin for the BIRTHDAY SMS-s.
Thanks
Farvin, HweePing, Sylvia, Vithya, Gabrielle, Emma, ShiMin, Dakky, Janelle, Elizabeth, ChirnChip, Isabelle Lee, Femy, Chyna, Rose, Yvonne, Farjana, Carolyn, RuiPing, Rina, Samridhi, Stephanie, Mrs Rao, Western Stall Auntie, Inez, My elder brother and my parents for your Birthday Wishes.
Thanks
XinWei, Inez, My Cousin, Sigfreda, Natasha for your MSN wishes.
Thanks
ShiMin, KaiLin, Alicia, KaiChi, Dakky and Saranyya for your Friendster Wishes.
And
MONICA, ShiMin and ThaiJin for your BLOG tag wishes.
THANKS.
Farvin, Rose, RuiPing, Rina, Dakky, Yvonne, Farjana, ShiMin, Femy and others for your BIRTHDAY GIFTS!!
Farvin, Dakky , Farjana for CAKE. (FYI. i don't know who got them. Please tell me)
Rose for your Doggy bone sweets and balloon.
(I'm eating the sweets now and i feel like as if I'm a dog -.-''')
RuiPing and Femy for the PHOTO ALBUM.
I LOVE IT ALOT. Was reading it AGAIN. =)) SEE.
Seriously LOVED IT. and For being a F&N student but able to create such pretty album.
It's JUST AMAZING.
and IM pretty much SORRY for the amount you all SPEND.
and RELAX. I'll chip in the book for the next person present.
LOVE THE ALBUM ALOT.
Can i make a spare one and bring it everywhere i go?
Rina for your photo and the letter.
This present was given by you 10 days BEFORE my Birthday.
Dakky for that SCARY MASK that quite a number wore and the BUBBLES thingy.
Hey, FYI. i love BUBBLES.
haha.
Yvonne. Thanks for all the SNACKS.
30 packets of prawn crackers and i dunno how many of WANG WANG.
I can die of eating snacks.
Lastly but not LEAST.
SHIMIN.
Thanks for all your sweets!!
Marshmallow, Big Biscuits sweets and that CAN sweets which till now i can't figure how to open.
HAHA.
AND MRS RAO.
For your TRUFFLES chocolate. =))

Okay.
I'm officially 16!
All the UVs are all 16 NOW!
Haha.
School today was FINE.
Wore contact lens to school because of PE.

Starting of SCHOOL.
Shimin and Yvonne bomb barded me with SNACKS and TIBITS on my CHAIR AND TABLE.
Had to pull another TABLE and placed it at the back of the class.
I got something to say.
My friends doesn't have the talent in hiding presents.
haha.
They DISGRACE ME by MAKING ME bring ROSE'S present to me which is the balloon down.
and SANG A BIRTHDAY SONG RIGHT IN FRONT OF EVERYONE IN SCHOOL?!
-.-''''
Then lessons overall was alright for ENGLISH.
Recess was seriously over.
I was chased by RUIPING and FARVIN with CAKES ON THEIR FINGERS?!
And at that time. I was holding on to my PIECE of CAKE.
Oh, and when we went over to FEMY's PLACE to give her the cake.
She automatically stood up.
And RUIPING commented that she not what what.
FEMY said she wanted to go over.
Haha.
And i had to stuff down quite a big piece of cake because recess time was up.
PE was fun.
I didn't have ANY INJURIES TODAY!
=))
Played Captain ball with Femy's group and Cheryl's group.
Emaths was totally slacking.
History was scary.
Mr Ang was like.
Who is the Birthday Girl today?
I freaked out and thought he wanted to call me.
BUT instead. HEHE.
I had to call someone.
And i call FEMY. haha.
But in the end, Chyna was doing that question. SO she had to present instead.
Then when school ended, went to femy's house.
and SLACK.
then home with those PRESENTS.
THANKS GIRLS FOR TODAY.
Seriously LOVED IT.
And SHIMIN.
it's alright with tml.
It's you who can make the decision.
So CHEER UP

So now, im taking the chance to slack.
and ROSE balloon is flying AWAY.
who knows why?!
Going back to my drama before i start STUDYING FOR TML PAPER and MY SS.

THANKS EVERYONE!!!
LOVESS!!!!

I'M OFFICIALLY SIXTEEN!!! :)

2008-09-10T22:33:00.002+08:00

My final post at the age of 15.
I am turning 16 in an hour and 26 mins.

Anyway.
09-09
Happy Belated Birthday. Monica.
Although, i don't know you really well,
and that we were only friends in primary 4.
I hope you are fine in PERTH!
Perth is a very relaxing and not as competitive place like Singapore.
Have fun over there and enjoy those moments.

AND ALSO.

10-09
Happy Birthday Anh.
I won't reveal your age okay.
You seemed somehow angry today,
when i screamed Happy Birthday.
Sorry.
Anyway, GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR O's Art Next Monday.
I know you can do it one la.
4 years of Friendship.
Cheers.

And to myself.
11-09
For tomorrow.
Ain't doing anything special tomorrow after school, i meant.
Have to get ready for my Prelim P1 Emaths.
Somehow ready, somehow not.
Shall have my 1st day of being 16 with a HAPPY START.
Instead of being so sad, i should be HAPPY.
After all I am 16!

Let's shoot now.

7 Sep.
Performance was alright.
Other than the part i fell when i was doing the floor work.
So not much people saw i think?
After dance, we headed to the nearby playground to actually do break and take pics.
But ended up playing catching.
Then left for lunch.
Every time during lunch, everyone would switch to the silent mode again.
Was supposed to mug, but, had gastric.
So left home and rest.
Sorry Steph.

8 - 10 Sep.
School.
Practically fell asleep during 1st day of school.
Especially during ENGLISH.
Sorry.
Anyway,
got to go continue to mug
and continue to emo till midnight or 11 plus.

Toodles;
Xuan.

Anyway.
P.S to my BIG BROTHER.
STOP READING MY BLOG.
PATHETIC.

2008-09-05T22:10:00.008+08:00

I finally had the mood to settle down to blog.

I shall just blog about this week and early teachers' day.

What shall i start with first?

Oh, 3 BAD NEWS.
1. My microwave oven is officially resting in peace.
2. School is starting soon, which means END of YEAR and O levels.
3. My homework are not even 50% completed.

Okay, i shall start.

Early teachers' day was pretty much fun.
Celebration was pretty much crap!
Reasons are as follow:
1. 4n7 was placed at a crappy corner.
2. Performances was pretty much crap too.
3.Not much nice stuff for me to watch?!
4. Secret only my friends know
5. I have to be in PE attire?!
6. School ended LATE?!
Then cookies baking at Rp's HOUSE.
Thanks eh.
Then off home and guess what.
I fell and got myself injured.
I need to send my gratitude to that lady who helped me and offered me wet tissues.
=)
Then home, changed and rushed to primary school.
But guess what, in the end the whole group of us were locked outside.
Called mdm wong to bring us in.
Slacked and slacked.
Then we left at 3plus.
Went to tiong, ate, slacked and chatted.
And home at 7plus.

From the starting of last sat till ytd,
i had DANCE practice.
Simply loving dance even though i am like not studying.
Speaking of which, i mugged 7 hours in a weekend.
AMAZED?!
Haha.
Monday - Practice at soka. (7 till 10 plus)
tuesday - practice at tampines (2 till 10plus)
wednesday - practice at nyp (1 till 3 then 4 to 6plus)
thursday - practice at soka (2 till 7plus)

Thursday was more interesting.
After dance, our whole group headed to vivo to walk.
First challenger, then I.P. Zone
then Toy 'R us and lastly ROOFTOP.
We did lots of retarded stuff at the ROOFTOP.
Filmed the RETARDED CLIPS.
and home at 10plus.
Seriously, 1 word - FUN.

Today.
The number of people who were here was pretty PATHETIC.
5 human being went only.
First, I was late.
Later on, we went carrefor (or however you spell it) and bought food.
Then to east coast park mac and slacked till Stephanie was here.
Then we went to cycle.
Stephanie was punished by chip for being so stubborn not to listen to her.
and had to get the basket to put the snacks in.
Cycled from the center to another end.
Was pretty fun along the way.
then we had a mini picnic.
and back we got after an hour and part therefore.
slacked at mac again.
In summary:
1. I was late
2. Steph was late
3. Cycling to the destination was tiring
4. Too much snacks for us
5. Cycling back was even worst
6. They sang a birthday song to me on the way back
7. embarrassing but THANKS.
8. died on when i landed right at the shop
9. slacked at mac again
10. they sang again not once but 3 times. in different language and verison
11. embarrassed yet again but THANKS again.
12. chatted.
13. went to bm lib with steph while the others go home and some concert
14. slacked till 8pm
15. home.

anyway,
i got somethings to crap about.
Parents and Child DO HAVE GENERATION GAP FOR GOD SAKE!
They seriously don't understand what TEENAGERS are THINKING.
and think that their CONCEPTS are the CORRECT ONE!
Hey, even nick agreet too.
Getting scolded, i bear with it
Getting nagged, i bear with it
Getting scolded and nagged for things that i ain't responsible, i bear with it
Getting nagged and scolded for things that was a secret, NO WAY.
And yes all i can say that,
you are spot on with me not telling you anything anymore.
I don't want to care if you want to resolve the problem or any crap.
but even we teenagers knows that SECRET are supposed to be kept as unknown.
It's just so not fair.

They are the one who wanted me to voice out my thoughts,
and guess what when i voice out, i got scolded.
So guess what, nothing i say even if it is a good thing i will be praise.
Parents and Teenagers have a real big different way of thinking.
Do note that.

Anyway,
im like DEAD again.
and troubled.

okay, im just going to post the pics that i took during those few days.

Stay Healthy HOR!

2008-08-28T21:29:00.002+08:00

just doing a fast update.
not going to bother about those days i didn't blog.
I can't remember a damn thing.

OKAY.
FIRST OF ALL!
Attention to the GIRL not the GUY.

ANYWAY.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL aka Ms Wong Thai Jin.
Sweet 16!!!
You're so OLD.
Joking la.
Thanks for your wishes for my EMATHS PRELIM.
We are meeting up tomorrow after 3 months?!
Have FUN during your celebration tomorrow before meeting us!
LOVES.

Alright, back to today.
Had my Emaths Prelim Exams today.
Overall, it is hard but i was able to complete it with a few rubbish answers?!
Haha.
And half of the day was like gone.
Emaths was half recess, half GAMES.
Ultra fun, we practically SCREAMED to get those colors.
History was FUN and TENSED.
EL. I FINALLY PASSED MY COMPOSITION!
HAHA.
I seriously SUCK at EL.
AMATHS was like ULTRA ... no comments.
Was playing with the chocolate that Ms Lim gave. (THANK YOU =) !
then Mrs Chua said this that was so TRUE.
I can do her work in class but not in TESTS.
And i was like BORED.
HOME AFTER THAT.

1 PRELIM GONE.
1 MORE PRELIM AND END OF YEAR TO COME.
FEAR. ANTICIPATION. I AM CRAZY!

2008-08-13T10:53:00.002+08:00

currently blogging because i am bored.
Under MC, so NO SCHOOL today.
But it seems that my fever is still there, so i still have not recovered.

I went MIA for 16 days cause I didn't have the mood to blog.
Since it is like 5 days of school and 2 days weekend.
I only need to blog about the 2 days weekends?

Alright.
I seriously can't remember what happen after 29 July to 5 Aug.
LOL.

6 July.
School as per normal, which was seriously tiring!
After school, went home.
Changed and went to RuiPing's house.
Her mother was at home and Stephanie was there.
Femy came not long after me.
After everything, we left for Bishan.
Met up with Rose and Elizabeth.
Bought some food and dinner and went to RI concert.
The number of people there were simply pathetic.
Only about 80 people were there?
Or many 100 at most!?
It ended at 10plus when it was supposed to end at 9.30pm.
Never mind, reached home at 11pm.
And SLEPT!

8th Aug.
National Day Celebration.
IceSkating was called off because 2 person skating is really pathetic.
Celebration in school was not as fun as last year.
Kin Ball was crap.
Celebration was crap.
I only like the starting part where the people from Harvard came to perform! =)
was laughing like crazy.
we got a bag as a national day present from school?!
after school, headed to island creamy with femy, rina and ruiping.
after that to ruiping's house with femy to bake cupcakes.
surprisingly, it was successful and it taste great too.
then Ruiping and I headed down to bugis area to get my F&N TYS
and HOME.

9th Aug
Home all day.
Reason: Fell Ill

10th Aug
Went out with RuiPing for shopping.
@ bugis.
Bought myself a top.
I want that Cotton ON TOP!!
HOME.

11thAug
Stayed at home too.

12th Aug.
Attended school for like 1 hours plus and went home.
Visited the doctor and was like 0.2degrees away from having a fever.
BUT STILL, i had a slight fever.
Rest at home like TODAY!

2008-07-28T21:04:00.004+08:00

okay!
my skin is peeling because of LAST WEEK SUN TAN!
WTH?!
SOME MORE, only 1 SIDE!
=|

SCHOOL TODAY.
Pathetic fits it all!
Ultra Tired,
AND apparently i have 2 TESTS TOMORROW!
F&N and AMATHS?!
and i only have like 30 minutes to study before AMATHS test!?
Gosh, ULTIMATE UNFAIRNESS!
aiyo,
School's like that, i must get use to it!
so i uploaded some of the ICE SKATING photos.
AND i seriously am ADDICTED TO ICE SKATING!
I wanna go again!
Might be going this sunday?!
And National DAY EVE?!
GOSH!
MUST SAVE MONEY LA!
I want to SHOP!

BYE!
NEED TO PRACTICE MY AMATHS!

2008-07-27T00:38:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday RYAN!
You're 16.
Although i don't know you that well,
still i have to wish you!
You're still my FRIEND!
=)))

24th July is just crap.

25th July was then FUN.
Other than the part on SCHOOL and HOMEWORK.
But the best part of SCHOOL is that SCHOOL ENDED AT 10.30AM!
Went home with SHIMIN.
We went dawson first, to get food for her.
Then changed while she play my computer.
Met RP and FEMY at tiong first.
Then NANA, HWEEPING & RINA came.
We bused down 1 stop ONLY, cause it was raining!
then headed to the cafe.
The food there is YUMMYY!
but i wasn't feeling that well, so didn't eat finish my whole fish and chip and CAKE!
left for iceskating.
Cabbed there cause was wondering that bus would take a pretty long time to reach.
I played the arcade while waiting.
Arcade Basketball, my FAVOURITE!
i improved over a week?!
from 152 to 169 to 188!
u want prove?
i will prove soon!!
HEHEHE!
then played music gamey.
then the rest 4 came.
we hesitated for long till we decided to ice skate!
Ice skating and rollerblading are actually similar.
Just that one on ice and one on road!
And it is actually fun!
we actually can only skate for 2 hours.
BUT femy, rp and I stayed.
Continued skating for another hour before leaving.
So femy helped us pay 4 bucks extra.
Ultra FUN!!
I wanna go again.
then home after that.

Today.
Slacked.
Then met up with FEMY.
Ate deli.
Walked to PS.
Played with clothes.
Met Rina.
Went to Dance.
Dance started late.
and ENDED early.
Home.
Homework-ing.
Cried.

Thanks MR.R
You made my heart shake again.
And i CRIED.
THANKS.
but still really.
ily.

PICTURES(FYI, FARJANA BEGUM STILL HAVEN'T SENT ME THE PHOTOS FOR ICESKATING)

2008-07-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST
FEMY!!
AKA. MY MOTHER!

Loving my mother as always!
She is ultra kind and FUNNY.
and one who always LOVES to POKE people!
Even though she loves to POKE people,
i still LOVE HER!
You cheer me up when i am down.
Jokes with me.
Irritate me and all.
But i will still Love HER!

Stay happy okay?!
Don't be like me!
=))))

2008-07-26T20:16:00.001+08:00

2008-07-23T22:22:00.002+08:00

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling

school.
is just tiring, bored, a chore, irritating.
My life is in a MESS.
A Perfect Ridiculous Mess.

All i wanted is Peace and forget you.
But now,
when i just look,
i remembered all that we chatted about.
BUT NOW,
we are like friends whom we don't know.

And no matter how hard i tried to not cry,
i realised it is getting much more difficult now.
you're birthday is just a few days away.
and i hope i can do some changes to all this.
But, i don't think it will happen.

You're my lil precious gem.
That i found in my life,
but i ain't.
i am just the dirt around that gem.

i really like you, Mr. R

2008-07-21T22:12:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday ROSE!
HAPPY SWEET 16!
You're OFFICIALLY 16!
That means, YOU CAN WATCH NC16!?
Who cares, I ALREADY WATCHED ONE!

Racial Harmony day
it was FUN.
I reached school early.
Changed out.
Apparently, that toilet beside our class belongs to US
THAT MORNING.
People changing to SARI and what I WORE.
Performance was pretty not really that interesting.
Gagebrown did really quite bad?!
BUT WE STILL MANAGED TO GET 2nd!!
=)))))
QUITE SHOCKING.
Recess was FUN!
BUT, i wasn't feeling well that very day.
Lesson was pretty off the MOOD.
Assembly was CRAP.
Cooke got first?!
I don't remember.
After school,
went town with my LADIES again.
=)))
BUGIS.
Shopped.
Window SHOPPED TOO

Saturday.
Went OUT WITH BLACK SHEEP.
Then to dance.
DANCE from 5.30 till 8PM.
HEY?!
IT IS FUN DANCING WITH THEM!
Ultra FUNNY.
Rina joined in.

Sunday.
ROSE PARTYAE!
SLACKED SLACKED.
SNACKED SNACKED.
GUESS WHAT?!
I GOT A SUNTAN.
SO APPARENTLY,
I AM GOING TO GET 1 SHADE DARKER?!
WTH?!
somemore,
i was waearing TANKTOP THAT VERY DAY!
ARGHS.
URGHS!
haha.
What can i do?!
Met up with BLACK SHEEP again.
Slacked and Window Shopped again.
THEN HOME!

I LOVE BLACKIE SHEEP!!!
=))))

as you can see, i am like RED?!

2008-07-18T22:41:00.006+08:00

pics today!
i am dead beat.
Going to sleep soon.
So i shall let the Pictures lead you all through!

2008-07-17T20:28:00.003+08:00

Okay,
taking my own sweet time blogging.

Mood: Unhappy ; currently down with a cough and flu.
But happy cause i heard something interesting from Aaron Ng.

I just feel like falling FLAT and DIE.
Almost vomited twice or thrice.

Wednesday.
To tell you the truth,
i don't remember what happen.
let see
We did physic electricity experiment.
Quite fun but slightly boring.
Chinese was ultra funny.
Teacher called Gab to do a summary about her news article.
Her article was about
Guys carrying tote bag = GAYS.
I so totally don't agree with her!
Guys carrying tote bags have their own STYLE!
Like my eyecandy.
Him carrying tote bags makes him look hotter.
Okay,
That is my POINT OF VIEW!
SS is also another interesting topic.
Ms Ng drifted from SS to POLY and JC requirement to her FRIENDS to her FRIENDS MARRIAGE AND ALL!
haha.
I love MS NG!
SS isn't really much like SS but GOSSIPS TOO!
haha.
After school,
headed for lunch.
RI guys approached our tables to sell their chaRIty tickets.
I felt so bad having to use the usual method of how RP and I decides on going to a place.
THEN i chuck my head to one side feeling bad.
BUT when i turned around, their MASCOT hand was like RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE!
I SCREAMED!
BUT in the end,
6 of us - (RP, ME,FEM,ROSE, LIZ & STEPH) are going then.
English Remedial was overall okay.
Now, we know who that teacher are.
And from next week onwards,
we are having a teacher with 5 students REMEDIAL!?
COOL?!
haha

Thursday.
English passed by ULTRA SLOWLY!
Amaths was pretty much going through abt Product Rule.
PE was TERRIBLE!
We had 2.4KM run.
AND yes, i DEPROVED.
Damm, BUT WHO CARES!
i got a C which is just nice for a GOLD.
At least i still win a GUY!
haha.
Emaths was test.
ARGHS!
i forgot to SQUARE MY L1/L2.
SO i go the WRONG ans.
DAMM!
MR ANG is like the NICEST TEACHER?!
He allowed us to TAKE BREAK and CHIONG his lesson within 25 MINS!?
and we all still understand!
English again was pretty much FUN.
Mrs Rao allowed us to walk around in class for FREE TIME!
And apparently, Sam and I had a talk with her about Storybooks.
Haha.
Amaths then again we learned about QUOTIENT RULE!
Quite interesting.
After school, left for Little India.
Went out as a grp of 9 PEOPLE!
Chip, Rose, Liz and RINA got SARI.
After that we went to Farj's hse.
BUT her ethnic costume is TOO GRAND!
Then to dakky hse, found 1
BUT MIGHT BE CHANGING!
Then, HOME.
Had to rush home cause RP had to rush home TOO!
And this is like my FIRST TIME THAT I HAD TO BE CRAMPED IN A CRAMPED BUS!
So irritated!

Okay,
Pictures not with me.
in FARJ's CAMERA.
need to bring CAMERA tml too.
ANYWAY,
TOODLES!!!

BYE!

2008-07-15T21:12:00.004+08:00

阿姆斯壯 - 蔡旻佑

一隻白兔穿著西裝耶
拿著懷錶參加宴會還遲到耶
眾星拱月衝破警戒線
擁擠人潮畫面只為了看我的表演

Gwen Stefani What’s Up Honey
Nelly Jay Z Avril Lavigne
It’s So Complicated
Welcome To My Party
Paris Hilton Britney Lindsay Justin Timberlake & Brad Pitt
(Welcome Aboard Apollo 13)

阿姆斯壯 I’m strong enough
橫衝直撞犯規又怎樣
阿姆斯壯 I’m strong enough
混亂的世界聽我完全失控的狂唱

吳剛擔任我的DJ耶
斧頭換成唱片刮出節奏音樂
嫦娥換裝穿上舞鞋耶
舞台後熱身準備表演那一曲奔月

Stanley Machi Don’t Stop Jumpin’
Leehom Dave Chincked-out R&B
They are all ABC
I Make My Own Music
Jay Chou Jolin A-mei Rainie Can U Write the Lyrics Like This?

阿姆斯壯 I’m strong enough
橫衝直撞犯規又怎樣
阿姆斯壯 I’m strong enough
混亂的世界聽我完全失控的狂唱

阿姆斯壯 I’m strong enough
橫衝直撞犯規又怎樣
阿姆斯壯 I’m strong enough
混亂的世界聽我完全失控的狂唱

Okay, the reason why i put that lyrics.
It is due to the cool lyrics that Evan WROTE!
Who is EVAN?
HE IS EVAN!
HOT RIGHT?!
He is a Chinese Singer.
At the age of 21!
Who writes songs!
haha.
I like lyrics to be the exact the part on US singer.
DAMM COOL!!

okay.
Yesterday was pretty much alright.
I meant school.
Was tired though.
BUT
chem test was pretty disastrous
i forgot what is after BUTENE!
AHH!!
DIE DIE DIE!
Aiya, over already

Today was tiring.
F&N practical was alright.
Everyone Finished my cookies.
See how 'snatching' it is?!
haha.
BUT the bad thing is that
i scalded my hand by hot water today.
So Ms kee applied antiseptic for me.
It does hurt when i hold things at 1 angle.
Ended school like at 1.30pm.
Out of a sudden,
Rp and I went to Femy's house.
Slacked there.
and HOME.

okay.
been really emotional this 2 days?
had the feeling of crying
or even,
i did cried.
CAN'T WAIT TILL THIS FRIDAY!
RACIAL HARMONY DAY!
Should i wear ethnic costume?!
but after that i am going bugis.
LOL!

2008-07-13T18:03:00.005+08:00

-taken from SM blogs-
alright.
i disappeared for 9 days.
actually, i could have disappear for a longer period of time.
but it seems that people are either counting down to the numbers of days my blog is dead OR asking me to blog about some events that happened in school?!
Haha.

so it seems that i have to start blogging from 5th of JULY.
WOAH.
that is like seriously long.
BUT i will summarize them, from the skills of english comprehension(this is crap.)

5th of JULY.
woke up late to meet rp.
ate mac for breakfast.
and met up with Shimin and Elaine.
Flag day.
walked a few rounds around TOWN.
then walked from town to city hall.
Soon, RP and I trained down to Bugis.
Got lots of donations, then back.
Returned the tins and went home.
Rested @ home before going for dance.
Well, 5th of July dance was my first lesson.
It is fun overall but tiring.
Reason : I walked a lot in the morning.
After dance, head down to granny's place.
had some event in the restaurant.
then everything started at 9pm and ended around 11plus.
after dinner, i couldn't take it.
As part of the event people, we had to pack up.
But apparently for me, i slept on the chairs.
Made me look as if i am a begger well dressed.
Stupid right?!

6th of JULY.
let see.
i don't remember?!
either i went out or stayed at home.
But, if i ain't wrong.
I stayed home to do my homework?!

7th of July.
For the first half of the day, stayed at home.
to complete the other pile of homework.
then RP and I decided to go out
CAUSE, we were bored to stay at home.
PS.
talked, ate, slacked, window shopped.
We train down to cineleisure to take neoprints?!
haha.
then HOME.

8th of JULY.
Cluster arts day.
BUT, didn't attend.
There were 2 concerts time.
2.30pm and 4pm.
BUT apparently, we end school at 3pm.
So we have to let go off the 2.30pm time.
So decided not to go.
BUT we went to Femy's HOUSE.
It has been nearly 2 months since we went there.
Okay.
Slacked there with shimin.
While femy and RP went to do their learning journey stuff.
something seriously off happened at the pool @ fem's house.
Inside joke.

9th of July
let see.
nothing interesting happened?
just that,
all of us in 4/7 slept right after SS.
so lights were off.
everyone of us , 34 heads was down on the tables.
actually i didn't know that people took photos.
Because, i was SLEEPING.
Only knew it when i saw the photos through blogs
AMAZING RIGHT?!
the power of 4/7.
But i must say that it is because next lesson was mrs rao lesson.
and we wanted to 'play' with her?!
haha.
and during history.
we did our newspaper thing.
Yvonne and I are coming up with a Gossip Magazine.
HAHA.
yes, it will look like a magazine.
After school, if i ain't wrong.
RP and I went to femy's house again.
to bake cookies.
hmm.
we went to rp's house area to get the ingredients.
then to femy's house.
then to tanglin mall to get femy's friends present
then back to femy's house
to bake
then HOME.

10th of july
I learned a new term in MATHS!
'Fibonacci'
he is the person who founded something.
It rained.
There was no PE.
i borrowed books.
and i am giving YVONNE THIS 18 REASONs to why She must lend me her EZ-link CARD.

To improve English
Improve Composition
Improve Comprehension
Improve summary writing
learn to read more faster
read better
cause pink books are nice to read
cause Yvonne is a 'nice'
I love to read
Reading kills boredom
To increase my knowledge
Learn more new phrases
Learn more new writing style
Boost my creativity
Learn more new words
Show mrs rao that my english is okay
Books are all over the tables and chairs in the school canteen
the person worked so hard to put all the books around so i must be nice to borrow , so that when they go back got less books to pack

that is all.
okay, reason why.
i can't remember what happened on that day.
and Yvonne noted them down in my books.
so i just typed them in.

11th of July.
School was tiring.
Assembly was pretty stupid.
Was reading my storybook.
My storybook is seriously NICE TO READ.
it attracted the attention of
MS SUSAN NG, S. RP, W. SM.
haha.
then after school ended,
went tiong to search for something.
ate lunch there with RP and Steph.
Was late to meet shimin.
Rushed down to NGEE ANN POLY.
had poly experience thing.
Overall, OKAY.
but i got 1 thing to comment on.
St. Margs to them are like TRANSPARENT!
there were like people asking.
What school are you from?!
and for you information, we were in SCHOOL UNIFORM?!
I am going to apply for DPA next year.
when, i went home.
MY HAND PHONE BATTERY DIED.
gosh.
finish my book @ night then.
oh.

12th of JULY.
went to school early in the morning to have
EMATHS PAPER 2 MOCK TEST!
how wonderful?!
i had headache doing qns 8.
school ended.
went home.
then out.
was fun going out.
then dance.
slacked at BM mac.
saw 1 eye candy.
HEHE.
then dance overall was
REAL FUN!
shimin said she would dance like a duck.
but i think she is okay la.
just practice more!
after lesson,
slacked at the dance studio waiting for chip.
then chip, steph and i went for dinner at BM mac.
my eye candy was still there!
haha.
HAD LOTS OF FUN WITH THEM.
we crapped about we being stupid during young childhood years.
and all.
then we went ntuc and ck to walked around?!
and HOME.

13 of JULY.
DID HOMEWORK DAY!
and apparently i am like so freaking DEAD!
left my F&N TB @ home.
and i have like 8 MIND MAPS TO COMPLETE BY TML!
DIE DIE DIE.
nvm.
i have to head off to bathe first
then CHEMISTRY tb.
and at 10pm.
MY SHOW before i sleep.
THERE IS CHEM TEST TML!
and i am ending school @ 3pm TML.
ARGHS!!

so
i will let the photos speak about everything.
oh yeah,
i realized i have VERY LITTLE photos after my haircut.
CAUSE my haircut was Okay.
but NOT WHAT I WANTED!
gosh.

-my dad's com and shimin's stupid laptop that makes irritating sounds-

-EVERYONE SLEEPING!-
-Shimin and I-

New hair cut

OH, my cousin is 'powerful'.
Look at the number of Emoticons she put?

any one get me MR TALL t-shirt?!

i wanted it. BUT IT WAS SOLD OUT.

to end it all.
i shall put a song lyrics.

我回來了- 蔡旻佑

别说我的能力不够我听不懂在说什么
麻烦上网做个研究搜寻蔡旻佑
有很多的事关于我不可以随便说说
乱说会被赶出地球我懂我的一切
没有人可以改变

我回来了不是哪个谁
不要贴标签这样不 O K
我回来了用我的音乐
征服这世界因为我酷炫我回来了

错的不能说成对的说话不要东扯西扯
装得一副很有学问 K Fine So ...Whatever
说真的我其实不Care 只是想写一首歌ㄦ
纪念我的无量功德这是我的音乐
我要你们都听见

我回来了不是哪个谁
不要贴标签这样不 O K
我回来了用我的音乐
征服这世界因为我酷炫我回来了

各位可能都忽略我们最真实的一面
千万不要被改变搞清楚自己是谁
(消灭) 真的 (残念) 我要小心点
(放肆) 坚持 (酷炫)我的酷炫概念哇~~~

我回来了~~~~ 我回来了~~~~

我回来了不是哪个谁
不要贴标签这样不 O K
我回来了用我的音乐
征服这世界因为我酷炫我回来了

我回来了我回来了

BYE!

2008-07-04T21:52:00.002+08:00

tomorrow,
would be very hectic!!
early in the morning,
meeting up with RuiPing for Breakfast tomorrow.
then 9am for flag day till 1pm.
from 1pm till 4pm.
either i will be going around or slacking at home.
till then, dance lesson.
my first lesson.
hehe.
after dance,
i might have to make a trip down to my grandfather's house.
MIGHT.
if i ain't going,
DON'T CALL ME OUT.
i will be at home watching JIN QU JIANG.
A music award ceremony in taiwan.
It starts at 5.30pm for the red carpet.
then officially starts ceremony starts at 7.30pm.
slack slack slack..

anyway, my whole family
other than my big brother and I
the others are at my grandpa's area.
they will be back soon.
i wanted to go,
but it was somehow quite late.
and they are returning late.
so after doing some stuff,
i have to get down to my hw and start doing them.

anyway,
AARON NG, I HATE YOU.
Gosh, i am seriously OFFENDED.
FYI.
i am only 50+KG.
for a 168.5cm GIRL!
ARGHS...

anyway,
my butt is hurting for sitting on the floor too longgg..
haha.
am watching teevee too.
and
THERE IS NO TESTS ON MONDAY!
HURRAYY!!
and.
I WANT TO THANKS MS LIM.
FOR THE CHOCOLATE!
You are like the only one who gave us SWEETS/CHOCOLATES!
=))))))))))))

summarize for school.
my 100% energy is like gone by a day.
so, for this whole day.
it is TIRING!
TIRED.
TIRED.
HELP!!

okay.
BYE

2008-07-02T21:00:00.002+08:00

somehow,
i do know that there is a serious change in me.
BUT THIS IS my own way to PROTECT myself.

I have seen this world.
I know how it looked like.
It just ain't fine.
BUT,
adults don't know that
They still thinks that i am a kid.
I grown up.
But they don't know.

Everything is changing.
The past is now becoming the future.
My past is my deadliest fear now.
I DETEST , LOATHE MY PAST.
AND
I DETEST MY PRESENT.
I hate myself.

This is much of an EMO POST.

ending with this

A Friend...
is a tissue when you can't stop crying

A Friend...
is a shoulder when you feel like dying

A Friend...
always listens when you have
something to say

A Friend...
is a week when you need a day

A Friend...
is a crutch when you have a brokenheart

A Friend...
is some glue when everything falls apart

A Friend...
is a sun when the rain just won't stop

A Friend...
is your'mom when you run into a cop

A Friend...
is a phone call when you can't leave
your home

A Friend...
is a hand when you feel all alone

A Friend...
is a wing if you want to fly

A Friend...
understands without knowing why

A Friend...
is an ear for a secret to tell

A Friend...
is an aspirin when your head hurts like
hell

A Friend...
is a love that can never let go

A Friend... is you,
and i wanted you to know!!

but i guess NONE of that would be happening?

2008-07-02T14:55:00.005+08:00

SCHOOL TODAY OVERALL(exclusive of school subjects) l
ike see.
~~FUCK~~ UP
sorry with that word.
am SERIOUSLY sorry
but that is the only word that can put in there.

hmm.
did an online dictionary check up the phrase
FUCK UP.
intransitive verb

usually vulgar : to act foolishly or stupidly : blunder
transitive verb
usually vulgar : to ruin or spoil especially through stupidity or carelessness : bungle

in NO mood to blog about school.

It was just crap.
and still
WHO THE HELL TOOK MY CALCULATOR AND PUT ON STEPH'S table?!
NOT HAPPY IS IT?!
Go die la.

Since school is so BASKET(my own language; only friends understand).
i tell you WHY!

FRIENDSHIPS!
i shall just SAY everything out now.
People don't think about it in your own shoes.
They GET CLOSER WITH ANOTHER PERSON, leaving you like so ALONE.
Me making new friends and being good friends is somehow a MISTAKE?!
They ANY OLD HOW say craps when they EVEN AIN'T THE TRUTH.

Okay, i am DONE!

FYI,
DON'T FREAKINGLY TAG ON MY BLOG SAY ABOUT THIS STUFF IF NOT,
you are the ONE suffering.

School SUBJECTS was OKAY.
Emaths was pretty alright.
Did amaths work during amaths.
AT least, i know how to do.
Chinese was CRAP.
SO TIRED.
English passed VERY FAST.
History was somehow about World War 2 and Japan.
SS was seriously just SLACKED.
AND
class photos is NOT ONLY dark
but UGLY!

anyway.
BYE

- edited

I'm back again for some proper talking.
i cooled down and ate finish lunch.

the proper talking it friendships.

2 sentences :
Friendship can change overnight.
Friendships can change over the holidays.
Believe me, it is true.

Apparently, it happened to me.
Somehow, you can say that i am jealous or what.
But, i decided forget it.
I shall name them A,B, C and D
Apparently,
A & B has been my best friends since secondary 2 and 1 respectively.
But since i got a good friend C this year.
A & B and I drifted apart.
But A and I are still as close , as for B we are talking quite little.
So, A&B said that C is now my BFF.
for what reason, i don't know?!
which is somehow crap.
C and I are just good friends.
and Both of us agree to that.
And now A,B & D are good friends now.
So I am left out now.
But, i shall not do anything.
Since, it is over.
and it is what they wanted.
So, i shall forget it i think.

-edited again

i am lazy to have 3 posts.
so i might as well edit them over and over again.

Anyway,
with regards to my 1st editing.
Person A,B & D can just go together.
and be good best friend.

2008-07-01T20:36:00.002+08:00

okay.
proper blogging now.

the past few school days was simply TIRED.
i can just FALL ON the FLOOR to sleep.
so seriously tired.
and apparently, i even slept in lessons.
let see and let me recall what happened over the past few days.

Our first Chemistry lesson was 'fantastic'.
Mrs lim got so annoyed with us not replying her questions,
she left the class 30 minutes earlier.
And told us to call her when we know the answer.
GUESS WHAT.
We didn't.
She was scolding us and saying what 'I ain't calling you all stupid, but your brain is dead'
all sorts of insults!
But, somehow we got used to it.
3 periods of English was very TIRING.
everyone was fast asleep.
I tried every way to wake up when my eyes closed.

Wednesday was Learning Journey.
Went to Singapore Art Museum.
Was somehow was a day i hated.
Never mind, EVERYDAY now is a day i HATE.

Today was worst.
Amaths Test was like ~~fabulous~~.
Lessons was somewhat alright.
6 periods of F&N isn't that bad.
But, we heard that timetable is going to change?!
Please, i pray for earlier dismissal!!
But i doubt so.

Okay.
I guess only Aaron knows what is happening to me now.
People does change over the holidays.
and they don't know.
I do know i changed over the holidays.
More useless.
A worser temper.
BUT.
the people around me changed too.
And i can see that.
Since the holidays changed some people.
I do hope everyday is a HOLIDAY!
So, people can just FORGET me.
And go with other people.
Isn't that BETTER?!
I guess some people do AGREE RIGHT?!
THE BEST ONE.
JUST GO MALAYSIA and don't come back.
Isn't that BETTER?!
Gosh,
i am just venting my anger over here.

AND PEOPLE.
DON'T GUESS WHO IS WHO.
IT IS NOT YOUR BUSINESS TO KNOW!

Okay,
sorry for just now.
I just ain't happy.
This problem have been pestering me for over a week.
and
people do thinks that Friendships don't change so fast.
BUT what i say is that THEY DO.

toodles